Female , 26-30
South Lebanon
bored n upset

Last Seen 8 hrs ago
Member Since Apr 27, 2011
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I Miss My Childhood

All Grown Up i miss everything about my childhood.. even though i didnt have a normal childhood.. yet i miss it.. i miss those times where i didnt care about anything but how to have fun.. i missed my lil fights... [more]
  • I Need Someone to Talk to

    Talkin/ Being Lucky i've lost my best frnd and my bf.. for no possible reason.. i dnot miss my bf but i miss my best frnd becuz i used to share all my life with this person... i need to vent out, i need some one who can … [more]
  • I Believe That Internet Friends Are Real

    Hello Belivers.. hi you readers, i too believe that internet friends are real, i got myself a real friend for real.. it was by chance.. but i afraid to use internet to get friends coz most of the time, they are … [more]
  • I Need Someone to Talk to

    Movein Out we are moving out :( :S this all what i can say..leavin the neighbor hood.. excited about things afraid of others… [more]
  • I Sometime Think I Was Born In the Wrong Era

    Emptiness Why life has always to be revolving about something!! Why we can’t just live our life and keep living! Why we feel empty every time we are not fighting a problem, or beating a sickness! … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    My hands are too short to reach my goal, my breath is too short to keep running and finish the race, my sight is too short to see my fate, my patiece is too short to wait…Cant stand the pressure, cant cope the pain, cant stand the shortness in my power and the fact that am  so far of fulfilling my duties ..  am so far of perfectness am even so far of being average.. I just can fulfill my duites.. am so short.. my short hands, my short breath, my short sight and my short patience are standing in the way..Trying and trying, seeking and seeking , questing and questing.. but still so short… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

                                                                      EmptinessWhy life has always to be revolving about something!! Why we can’t just live our life and keep living!Why we feel empty every time we are not fighting a problem, or beating a sickness!Why we have to be miserable or empty!But the real question is which one is even worse! Do I have to be exhausted in order to escape emptiness, have to be overwhelmed with my problems, trying to cut my way through the obstacles, swimming in my sorrow, facing disappointments one after another  just to avoid emptiness?I just wonder how this emptiness digs its way up in a sudden through this hard lifestyle, when it had the time to exist and … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    incapable of loving...
    hello there, i have to confess that am incapable of loving... afraid of intimcy even though i feel like i need it very much some times... i have tried so hard to improve myself... to do the best that i can to show affection to the one i love... when i get there in that point i start to wonder if i really love this person... or its just because he loves me... i hate to say those pets names like babe & honey... it make me feel wierd.. i dont know why... and he notice this and complain about it as i said... i sometimes wonder if what i have is a real love.. becz i try to convince myself that when real love comes i'll not be able to prevent myself from showing affection.. but when we separate a… [more]