XxJamberxX 18-21, F
I Wonder What You Think Of Me After Reading All My Experiences
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Branded With ShameI remember the first time I had my period. Long before then, when I first learned about women's periods, I had a different idea on it. When I was younger I saw it as a beautiful, spec… [more]
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I Collected Bugs When I Was a Kid
Roly Polies (pill Bug)I absolutely loved the little creatures that would arise from the soil underneath the side walk in the front of my house. There was one year I think when I was in the fifth grade that when dozens (m… [more] -
I Want to Know What You See With Your Eyes Closed
When I Close My Eyes I Finally See What Reality Is Really Made OfPerception, there is nothingness till you have seen it. … [more]
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To Be Positively RecievedAs much as I used to tell myself when I was younger that I wouldn't care at all what people think about when I got older I have failed to accomplish that. I do care more than I should. More than is healthy for me. Not that I go to great lengths to please people or fit in, I still express myself for myself. But I just worry I would have no allies in this world that is disproportionately against me if I didn't try to conform a wee bit.… [more]
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Greatest Fear....It is that at even the end there would be her. She was young and she was hopeful. She was a Fool to believe, but she was okay with that. She was foolish to think the world would change in her reflection. When she was denied that fate and given one with deeper meaning; She fell in love, with her story. It amazed her that she, an unthought thought, was real now. Time kills, and time passes. As it does, the challenage is an easy one but the obstacles are hard. Why must I deal with these people; Who thinks that just because the family structure is something that has been it ought to be? So she the real her, fades into the abyss of her mind. Waiting for someone to touch her heart. It w… [more]
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I'm in a new kind of rela...I'm in a new kind of relationship were my lover wants to be my slave. I accept this offer but am still awestruck. I never met a man who would bow before me. Though I always wanted to rule over a man. I researched these things and became a better mistress. Though now I addicted to this kind of relationship. And every detail about this man I love. If we were to break up, I would search for another man just like him. I changed all the things I accepted in a man to suit him. Any standards were easily torn down. An now I think he's best thing I've experienced in years.… [more]
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I personally would love t...I personally would love to find my one. But I keep getting hurt by idiots! They approach me with false sincerity. I will not tolerate it. I will say however. That if I meet this one I would try to push him away, mostly because I want him to stay. Its a habit with guys I care about, and family. I need proof that no matter what they'll stay. I'm not sure if my current relation is the one or lust. I feel lust is a bust!… [more]
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Hello World
October 6, 2008 Hello World October 6, 2008 Hello World, This is XxJamberxX. What a wonderful site that I stumbled upon, while searching through the internet. For starters I'm thirteen years old (or at least when I wrote this). I live in an unimportant town, in Illinois. Not many intersecting things happen where I live. My school is slow (or at least the kids in it.) I usually do poetry, writing stuff (like this :p), drawing, and thinking. This maybe the only thing on the internet that you'll find out about me. I'm so invisible the world doesn't know I exist (Yet). Hopefully with this site I'll change that and share all my perspectives with the world (or most, the world's not ready for eve… [more]
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He Who Watches All things
Deep within the center of All things, there is a place called the ego. Though limited my knowledge is I know that you are from this place. All egos can understand and read Rhythm, all egos can dance to Rhythm. This story whether written or read aloud has Rhythm. There are two entities at the center of All things. The first is called the Observant One, who is the dominant of the two forces. The other was created from the Observant One called the Obversant One. He who watches All things and the Observant One. They are not the only two entities in the center of All things. Inside the ego there is Something daughter of Everything and Nothing. The all seeing eye of All things destroys … [more]
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About Me
Young maiden so very sneery
Eyes that radiant so leery
Thoughts that evolve to be eerie
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Illinois (IL), United States (USA)
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Since Mar 17, 2009
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October 24th 
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