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I Hate Life

Warning: Pure Venom And Bitterness Here. Read At Your Own Risk. Posted 07/23/2012
Life. It's funny. We start out our lives learning things. Some things come naturally. We trust, we love, we experience joy. All because mostly, we don't know any better. [more]
  • I Am a Coward

    I Am Ashamed Posted 8/8/2012
    At 16-I got a girl pregnant. The child was given up for adoption. I could have maintained some sort of contact, but didn't. I could have pushed to marry the mother and try it, but didn't. Coward.… [more]
  • I Have a Mind That Goes Blank Sometimes

    I Just Can't Think Sometimes. Posted 7/26/2012
    Normally, or perhaps in the "best case" I am very intellectual. Very aware of my own thoughts, very attuned to what is going on inside. Right now, though, it's like someone has raised a … [more]
  • Health Confessions

    My case manager says she's concerned.... lol
    I saw my case manager this am.  I'm still not completely sure what she is supposed to do.  We made goals and such.  I signed some papers.  yay.She said I don't look good.  I told her I keep forgetting meds, have trouble getting motivated to do things, had to quit a med since January for financial reasons.  She kept talking about "But what goals do you want to set?" and I kept going blank.  Nothing.  No thoughts.  I kept getting caught up staring at the odd moving patterns in the floor.She's concerned.  What will she do?  Nothing.  I see the shrink on Aug 6.  What will he do?  Nothing.  Give me scripts.I'm slipping, and I know it, but I can't seem to get my brain together enough to do whateve… [more]

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