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Why don't u message and ask me instead!!! Duh! News flash actually 14. I didn't like the controls they put up so I changed it

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I Remember My First Kiss

My First Kiss I was 13, almost 14 when I got m first kiss. My friends and I have a unique way of showing love. We kiss, on the lips of course, it's the "capa way" as they call it. Well my friend Jane is a very... [more]
XxshadowgirlxX has shared 7 Mature Experiences
  • I Really Need a Friend

    Alone... I am alone. That's what has always happened to me. At the end of the day, I and I alone understand myself. It makes me crazy that my "weirdness" is a turn off to all of my potential "friends". As a re… [more]
  • I Remember My First Kiss

    My First Kiss I was 13, almost 14 when I got m first kiss. My friends and I have a unique way of showing love. We kiss, on the lips of course, it's the "capa way" as they call it. Well my friend Jane is a very funn… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    ... I am silent... I do not speak when I am home, I am anti-social, sarcastic, smart-mouthed and sassy, most important I am depressed. I have been struggling with depression since 5th grade, when the girl… [more]
  • Omgomgomg...

    Posted on: November 9th, 2011 at 6:15AM

    I am really excited to share this with you, oh reader of my blog. I have a new English project. I must do a visual peice on either war hatred or conflict. I choose hatred (of course) and I am doing self hatred. Specifically self mutilation, as I know more about this topic as I do it myself. However I would love to hear some of YOUR ideas. I have a visual peice and a poem, and I'm singin for a friend!!! Lemme know, and comment, like... Well you know! Laterz!, XxshadowgirlxX ^_^… [more]

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  • ... (cont'd)

    Posted on: November 14th, 2011 at 10:57PM

    This is a continuation of ... The story I write about myself in the group I battle depression. I am a victim. One day I will earn the right to be be a survivor, bug for now I'm this sad lonely kid that no one gets. Now the important part. WHY am I a victim? Well my dear friends, I am a victim of sexual assault. Yes indeed, I was five years old and there were two boys present. I will spare u details, but it was a concept and a part For me too great to handle. Therefore I shut down completely. I began to have feeling of guilt shame. Worst of all I began treating myself like I was trash, gave myself away and it really sucked. Then I discovered cutting, and that's when I started to spiral. Here… [more]

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