Female , 16-17

Hi! I'm CielxSebastian. I usually draw random stuff. I'm insane, a spaz, random, awkward, & a dork. I'm always there for my friends. Also, I'm bi & want to be a boy someday. I'm a virgin so I would like to stay that way even online meaning don't talk about sex around me! Ever! I normally do anime emotioncons like ^_^ TT-TT >.< =(^w^)= and I rarely use the original emotioncons like :) :( only when I'm feeling a down. But there are some exceptions such as :D XD D: DX That's about it! Add me if you like :D if you do, expect a message from me. Ok, good luck!

Last Seen Jan 27, 2013
Member Since Dec 25, 2010
Favorite Quote STAY STRONG! Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
  • a little Italian
  • and a little French
  • and a little Nicaraguan
  • and 100% American
Vices The Internet, vampires, demons, friends, drawing, gum, fedoras, my hearts, Anime, EP, fanfiction, fanart
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day
Books Cirque du Freak series, Beautiful Creatures
Music Three Days Grace, The Rasmus, Hollywood Undead, My Chemical Romance, Bullet for My Valentine, Escape the Fate, H.I.M., Apocalyptica, Marilyn Manson, Egypt Central, Gackt, Evanescence
Movies Marly & Me, The Dark Knight, 300, Harry Potter, Saw, Paranormal Activity, I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry, Crash, Black Swan, The King's Speech, The Number 23
Local Time May 23rd, 8:47 AM

I Write Poetry

Live Life With Regrets? live life with no regrets cheesy line but hard to do we were friends we are enemies one little act and everything just fell apart... [more]
  • I Talk to Myself

    Still Have Imaginary Friends I know that's just plain weird that a teenager still has an imaginary friend. Well, it can get concerning because I have three. Bad, old habits die hard. Unfortunately, this habit hasn't died yet. Whe… [more]
  • I Am Struggling With Religion

    A Bisexual Catholic In a way, I contradict myself, but I know there are other people who contradict themselves more than me. Just recently, I heard in the news that there is a new archbishop in an archdiocese and h… [more]
  • I Like Emo Guys

    They Appear Cute To Me Like the title says. It all started with some pictures of Alex Evans and Alex McKee. Then, everything fell into place. People think I'm weird because of my taste of guys, but I don't care.… [more]
  • I Think I Am Ugly

    Yes, I Am Because I look like my older brother when he was younger. I'm not kidding. I showed a picture of my brother holding me as a baby and a lot of people think I'm the one who is holding the baby. Do I rea… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    My Miranda, size 6-7, thinks she's fat. Yet, I'm a size 13-15 and she thinks I'm skinny. Is she crazy? Or is she being polite? Trying to build my self-esteem? Making me feel better about myself? To me, she's perfect. Beautiful on the inside and that is what matters to me. I see her inner beauty and she doesn't see it. Is this what she means? Giving me what she feels when she tells me that I'm beautiful and I don't believe it? Or are we really that alike? Ok I got to get this out because Miranda and I have been having this argument since the beginning of the school year. Funny it took da entire school year and we still argue about it.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Aah! Not again!
    Why?! For a second, I just got really lonely, then depressed, and though of suicide! Ugh! I thought I'm over that! Gawd! Why do I keep going down there?! I'm not cutting! But I just suddenly felt like killing myself! Oh god! Why do I have these thoughts?! It scares me sometimes.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    You idiot
    Brother, you text me and I text back, but you don't text back! What the hell? What's the point of texting your little sister who can kick your *** when you get your *** here. I don't care if you bring your girlfriend, I'll do it in front of her if possibly! Haha I'm kidding bro. I love you, even though you are an *** sometimes. It fits your nickname, Marcass… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    What's your deal?
    What's your deal? You know that in class we have to work together, But you whispered to the girl I usually pair up with, "why did you bring her here?" Right in front of me! What's your deal? Does it have to do with Me not participating in the project We have to do? Or does it have to do with The fact I hang out with someone Who flirted with your ex? What's your deal? If those are your problems against me, Then you got to know, I learned my lesson And I will participate in group project, And what my friend does has Nothing to do with me. What's your deal? You know what I don't care. You are just one person. Not even a real friend. Judging me from a mistake And who I hang out with Is a chil… [more]
  • Emo or not?

    Posted on: December 30th, 2010 at 1:34AM

    I would like to know, how would YOU describe Emo? Not what your friends say or teammates or the media. YOU!!!… [more]


  • Anime fuuuuuuuuuuuun

    Posted on: May 7th, 2011 at 11:00AM

    I just finished a manga series, Chibi Vampire (Karin); & almost done with another, Candy Candy (mom's childhood Anime show). I'm getting frustrated with the another manga, Darren Shan (I read all 12 books). Starting to read a new one, Code Geass. Also, I'm watching Karin & Code Geass. I'm struggling to find full episodes of Black Butler. I'm debating if I should make a cosplay costume, buy one online, or don't even bother. I'm also debating if I should make a manga or just continue with my comics. The only things that's on my mind that doesn't involve Anime is my boyfriend and this book I'm reading, The Thin Executioner. I fear that my mind has become an ANIME MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I sometim… [more]