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Member Since Jul 27, 2012
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I Wear A Smile To Hide The Pain

Climbing The Step Um... This is a poem I wrote. It's pretty personal if you can get past the metaphors or stuff like that. It's called Climbing The Step. I'm going to put it in the school's poetry contest. Here it goes... [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Dear Kids At My School
    Dear kids at my school, If I came to school tomorrow for the last time because I had been diagnosed with cancer, would you take back all of the nasty things you said to me or behind my back? Would you tell me that you're sorry and to get well soon? Or would you just feel guilt for being an *** hole. Yes, I'm fat and ugly and look like a dude when I wear baggy hoodies and hide my face, but do you even relize what words slip out of your mouth? Do you notice how much your words hurt and I don't say ANYTHING? I heard them, all of them. All of the rumors and jokes and comments. I can ignore them, but I still feel bad inside. I'm very self contious and am working on looking the least bit pretty. Y… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    What if...
     What if I said I liked a guy, liked a lot, infact? And what if I was too afraid to even seem interested in him and he didn't even seem to like me that way? What if I was afraid of him rejecting me and if he rejected me and then joked about it for a long time? What if this is all true? I need help and this was too long to fit in the question area....… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Another Confession...
    I confess... I only crush on guys out of my league.... There, I said it. Are you happy? I admitted it. My crush is SUPER popular. Don't judge me... I know that I shouldn't waist my time liking him but I can't help it...… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Gr... I'm a zombie
    I am obsessed with zombies. This is no ordinary fan girl thing that will blow over in a certain amount of time, no, I have loved zombies ever since I was little. Scary movies aren't as scary to me any more and I get made fun of at school for loving zombies. I have a zombie bracelet that I only take off when I take a shower. I don't usually notice it, but zombies come up in almost all of my conversations. I think about them all of the time. I know that I'm not normal, and I'm getting out of control with my obsession. I can't control it myself. I will always love zombies but I'm getting tired of the teasing.… [more]
  • I Feel So... Alone

    Posted on: October 3rd, 2012 at 9:21PM

    I try talking, crying, bottling my anger... No one seems to care. I talk about how much trouble I have with my families but no one listens or understands. Pity doesn't solve the problem. My friends think I'm fine because I cover up my deep emotions. I'm too stubborn to swallow my pride and take comfort or I'm too scared to confess anything. All of the lies and tears... The drama... None of it has to do with school or peer pressure. It's my family. I have no one to spill to with out swallowing what little pride I have. Inside, I'm angry. All of the time. Too angry to even let it out. I'm screaming inside but laughing on the out. I explain to some of my most trustworthy friends my troubles and… [more]