Female , 36-40
life is going on! I AM NOW A CHRISTIAN.

Now born again & Jesus is my Savior.

Last Seen Jul 24
Member Since Feb 13, 2012
Favorite Quote From me:
  • a little Native American (Cherokee)
Vices being critical
Politics Very Liberal
Special day 7-18
Books The bible, my stories.
Music christian rap, worship music for Jesus
Movies Fireproof
Local Time December 19th, 3:07 AM

I Will Be Myself,and Not What Others Want Me to Be

I Like Me Even If No One Else Does! I enjoy my own company over spending my time with ppl who i don't like just for the sake of having "friends". I am the only me that will ever live, so I really like ME!!!! Lol! I think that more ppl... [more]
zalya has shared 8 Mature Experiences
  • I Love Men

    I Love Everything About Men I love their bodies, ....DAMN, their walk, deep voices, facial hair-all of their hair, muscles, simplistic / complexe ways. Sexuallity, smell when they sweat, strength- how they love REALL… [more]
  • I Like to Make Out

    I Really Do! I remember this one time I met a college student-he was really sexy. We went to a club but later we got a room & all we did was kiss. We kissed so much ,our lips were sore. Then we kissed … [more]
  • I Battle Depression and Anxiety

    Everyday I Battle Depression. I used to make practice suicide notes, I have had a rough life and can't seem to shake the feelings from the tragic events that i've suffered. I really don't WANT to commit suicide, I just want my lif… [more]
  • I Am So Ugly

    I Am So Very Ugly Also I actually came out of my  shell &  made a friend- I'm black, he was white & younger than me. Im 38 he was 29. We were both cancers & pretty much the same as far as personalities go. Well I met him … [more]
  • I write what I feel!

    Posted on: November 6th, 2012 at 2:50PM

    This is me writting a poem on the fly.I miss our friendship, but when we became lovers, it seemed like we were on a sinking ship,I don't know what happened, when we meet we had a kinship,I swear, I should've never let you kiss my lips,It only led to the end,Of NEVER finding  someone who'll care about me, like you did EVER again,I'm hurting because I miss my friend!But instead of us being miserable together, I rather we be in bliss apart,Though leaving your life truly broke my heart,Yet, You moved on so quickly, I wonder if you cared for me AT ALL from the start,I saw on you F.B. page that you're now "In-love",Yes, it was painful to accept, but I can rise above,My own feelings & beGlad that a… [more]