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Posted by Anonymous
on December 19th, 2007 at 8:48 AM


I have almost $7,000 dollars debt that I have kept from my husband. He would divorce me if he knew...I didn't spend the money on anything exciting...just basics to keep things going in the household like groceries, clothes for the kids, etc. My husband makes a good living, but he is a miser wh en it comes to money. I feel I have to use the credit card to "make ends meet". I took a part-time job to help pay off my debt, but, now...my husband knows I have more money coming in and he gives me even less money. I don't have nice clothes. My clothes are practically rags. My kids look nice, but are not in designer labels. I'm so frustrated...I can't sleep at night sometimes...worrying. I need help. I pray and pray.

I don't have access to our checking account. He writes me out one check a week for groceries. I have a pre-determined spending limit.

The main issue is not that my husband will be mad, but that it has caused me to withdraw from Jesus. I know that what I did was wrong, and I am punishing myself for it. I need Jesus. I need to have that connection to Him again.

I'm praying that by confessing, I can become closer to Jesus again, and perhaps a miracle will happen and I can pay my debt, money for my High school children to go to college and my husband to lighten up his hold on the money.

I want to have good relationships again....with Jesus and my husband.
Thank you for listening...

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  1. kerwinbersotan - 22-25 years old

    Posted by kerwinbersotan on May 24th, 2010 at 7:06 AM

    hey

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 28th, 2014 at 6:34AM

  3. kerwinbersotan - 22-25 years old

    Posted by kerwinbersotan on May 24th, 2010 at 7:07 AM

    i know you could make it, because ur with God, Jesus had promise us that he would not give you something that you cant fix, just trust him and you will be bless... God Bless

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 28th, 2014 at 6:34AM

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