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Posted by Anonymous
on August 9th, 2009 at 5:02 PM


Although this confession is from a married woman. I do not nor have i felt married for many years now. It became a tolerated marriage where we both almost hate each other.But Tolerate.  I married my high school BO. after being married prior for 10 years. He came along and the timeing that had always been bad for us finally took a turn and we got together after our divorces. Since then we had everything in common. Some family problems but nothing out of normal. I try to give it my all every day to him and once in a while crash from exhaustion from trying and getting no further than ground zero. I am not materialistic what so ever. I am simple, beautiful, and eager to please. All i ask for is to be married to someone who can talk and not be for a loss of words. I guess my confession is that i have come to the conclusion after another 10 long years that if this is the missery i must endure, i can not live with out love and passionate friends in my life. We have both had affairs in the past aand have survived them waters. But why again am i still looking for engaging conversation and a nice set of arms to be one with me. I feel like i need to go and be fullfilled and get what i need else where. This is not dramatized at all. He will not talk ,says he can't to everything. I doubt theres much left. Am i so wrong to want the arms of a great guy for the future.Yes i know the affair isn't fair but to a guy who refuses to communicate, whats a girl to do.This is not about simple sex. It's about feeling needd,loved, and that when you hurt they care!! Not just walk away or leave the room. I want my dream guy who is a country hearted person. With a wonderous heart like mine.No ones perfect and age and looks should come after initial flash of hope that 2 people will spark. To all you genuine guys LOL. It sucks you stay hidden so us nicee woman can't find you. I have confessed ! I am a married woman not in love and looking for the adveture to return to my life. EXC> PRETTY WOMAN AVAILABLE SOON??  Are there men here?

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  1. zorbas - 56-60 years old - male

    Posted by zorbas on August 9th, 2009 at 6:10 PM

    All marriages after a time wane a bit when the expectations die a slow death. In your case your marriage was the result of a previous disillusionment and you reached, metaphorically speaking, for the brass ring on the merry go round of life and seemed to have it missed again.

    To me intimacy and sex are synonymous and one cannot appreciate this until it is no longer available. Sans our presence here on this forum.

    I cannot nor will I be judgemental here since I am not privy to the dynamics of your marriage but I can truly say that you may be on the same bent that got you in this situation some years ago. You're reaching out for the brass ring again and I can only hope this time you will catch it.

    There is no perfect magical person out there that will be all you fantasize about. From my years of experience in affairs I had sought but never found that which was my Utopian vision of a perfect realtionship, nor did ths married women who like me sought it out. It was merely a mometary escape from teh hum drum and little more. What we sought was a dream that perhaps can never be fulfilled.

    I do wish you well in this but hold out little hope for your complete and everlasting happiness.

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