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Posted by Anonymous
on January 31st, 2008 at 8:50 AM

I am 5'2'' and weigh almost 200 lbs. I don't look fat really, but I am. My stomach has three large jelly rolls and it's disgusting. When I sit down in the bathtub, I cause a tidal wave. If I didn't have these unsightly stomach rolls I'd be okay. The problem is, I can't stay on my diet and I absolutely love to eat. I was going to the gym for a while and eating right, and my New Years Res was to get healthy and lose weight. Today I'm going to Ponderosa and expect that I will pig completely out. I wish I wasn't this way. I also have the world's ugliest stretch marks from my two pregnancies, I have bunions (hammertoes), ugly-a** teeth, and scabs on my scalp where I've compulsively picked it to pieces. The thing is, you'd never really know these things unless I pointed them out, well, except maybe for my teeth which are hard to hide. But all in all, I look pretty good actually cuz I can disguise all these things. But what about when I want to be with a lover, how are you supposed to hide your flaws then? Intimacy sucks, but I need it soooooo bad.

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  1. midnightmaiden - 31-35 years old

    Posted by midnightmaiden on June 18th, 2008 at 5:55 AM

    if you feel horrible try doing something nice for yourself every day. eventually youll feel better, even simple things like buying nice soaps and good hair stuff

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 5th, 2015 at 2:51PM

  3. almostthere83 - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by almostthere83 on December 5th, 2008 at 10:02 AM

    I'm in your same boat- 5'3" and 215 pounds. I finally one day realized the food will always be around, I do not NEED to pig out- I looked around for a diet and found one that's right for me, all I've done is cut out meat, bread, white potatoes, and sweets (I know easier said than done) but I'm sticking to this as much as I can until I lose the 80 pounds I need to lose- I know it'll probably take me a year to do it, but that's okay, my goal is 2 pounds a week, so that'll take me 10 months.

    Just remember, the food will always be there- sure you can eat whatever you want, but you don't have to eat it all in one meal. I found I used to eat just cuz I was bored, now I eat when I'm hungry and stop when I'm not.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 5th, 2015 at 2:51PM

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