Posted by Anonymous
on January 31st, 2008 at 8:50 AM
I am 5'2'' and weigh almost 200 lbs. I don't look fat really, but I am. My stomach has three large jelly rolls and it's disgusting. When I sit down in the bathtub, I cause a tidal wave. If I didn't have these unsightly stomach rolls I'd be okay. The problem is, I can't stay on my diet and I absolutely love to eat. I was going to the gym for a while and eating right, and my New Years Res was to get healthy and lose weight. Today I'm going to Ponderosa and expect that I will pig completely out. I wish I wasn't this way. I also have the world's ugliest stretch marks from my two pregnancies, I have bunions (hammertoes), ugly-a** teeth, and scabs on my scalp where I've compulsively picked it to pieces. The thing is, you'd never really know these things unless I pointed them out, well, except maybe for my teeth which are hard to hide. But all in all, I look pretty good actually cuz I can disguise all these things. But what about when I want to be with a lover, how are you supposed to hide your flaws then? Intimacy sucks, but I need it soooooo bad.
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