i've been screwed over once before by a girl who i poured my heart to, who told me she'd always love me, and always be the for me, even after i got out of boot camp. I was discharged for something that i couldnt control and even now, 2 months later, she refuses to talk to me... i havent heard her voice since the day i left for the military, and even though i'm trying to get over her, i'm sitting her by myself with a case of beer, listening to music that reminds me of her, and thinking about her, wondering if her name will ever show up unexpectedly on my phone again... i dont know what happened, and through the thousands of times i've ran the scenario over in my head, i cant see myself doing anything to deserve this kind of treatment... and yet i'm the one paying the price for something that wasnt my fault...
once before
Posted by swimmerguy
on November 7th, 2009 at 12:42 AM
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Posted by missing101 on November 7th, 2009 at 12:45 AM
I know it's hard right now. Hang in there.
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Posted by ShadowAce7125 on November 7th, 2009 at 12:45 AM
Im sorry to hear that man.
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Posted by damaged4ever on November 7th, 2009 at 5:01 AM
Know how you feel
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Posted by amythest on November 7th, 2009 at 6:08 AM
Coming from the other side: I am girl waiting at home for her man to return from deployment and my heart breaks everyday, I can not bearto watch the news. I love him and worry about him everyday. The reason I am sharing with you is because firstly I want you to know that there are people out there who love you for who you are and you will find her one day, she will be the one who will support you through it all and love you despite your faults in fact because of them.
But also want you to understand how hard seperation is - believe me it often feels easier to give up on the person who is so far away from you, who can't communicate with you, who can only tell you he is ok even if he isn't. It makes you doubt his feeling and it takes someone really strong and really in love to stick through it - it takes a tough cookie to love a military man in fact its one of the hardest jobs in the world, and it hard knowing the person you love is facing terrible things everyday and you can do nothing to help them.
Perhaps she just isn't ready for a relationship, or perhaps she just isn't able to cope with your life choices and the results those choices have meant for your life. My point is this, you have so much going for you - stay strong this will be her loss and I don't mean that in an unkind way, she deserves happiness as much as you but just as you will learn from this so will she so that is where she has lost out.
You will get better I promise you that
Hang in there the person who will love you whole heartdly is out there!
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Posted by shattagal1437 on November 7th, 2009 at 11:30 PM
I can understand what ur going through. Im going through similar with my boyfriend. just dont give up
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