I am 13 and my brother is 17. My brother was in the shower and i needed to pee really bad, I didn't want to go downstairs to use the other bathroom. He leaves the door open a crack, but I haven't gone in a couple years when hes in there.
After I finished I asked him, remember when we were little and mom used to bathe us together? He said yes. I just stood there. he opened the shower door and asked me if I wanted to shower with him. I took off my clothes and got in the shower with him. He stood me under the shower to get wet and then he took the soap and washed me ALL OVER. it was wonderful, feeling his hands rubbing on my body. It seemed he washed my **** and ***** a lot, but I wasn't sure. Then he let me wash him. I was afraid to touch his ****, so I only washed it a little. he didn't get hard or anything
It got me SO EXCITED, but i hoped he didn't notice and i don't think he did.
I felt really guilty and ashamed for feeling like that , but that night i laid in bed rubbing my hands all over myself imaging it was him and ************.
just writing this down makes me feel better, because i cant tell ANYONE I know
It's not like I want to have sex with him or anything, but I feel naughty for wanting to feel his hands on my body. I want to ask him how he felt about it, but i'm afraid to. I want to try to shower with him again, tho