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Posted by Anonymous
on January 25th, 2010 at 11:22 AM

I cant even clearly remember the year at which this has happened to me..but i was only a little boy lost in the garden when i was playing hide and seek with my friends ... i lost my way and it was about 10 or 11 at night i dont remember and there was no one in the garden..but two guys who i headed to, while crying they asked me "little child , what is your prob;em" i told them that i was lost and dont know how to get back to my home ...i was 8 or 9 years i guess..they were sitting on the ground he asked me to sit down and we will take you back home, so i was soo scared and was longing for ay kind of i tought this was my last chance to get back home so i sat down and then he asked me to sit down on his ****(with the clothes still on) first i was hesitant but then he told u have to sit so that i can get you back home, all the time his friend just remained quiet. after i sat on his lap i felt him getting a hard on only by sitting on his ****.. then after talking to me and asking my name, and touching me in abnormal ways .. he showed me his **** and told me to suck it ( i forgot to mention i am a boy) i was so scared i said no and tried to run but he forced me to suck his **** they were both big guys like 22 -23 years old...i was soo frightened and scared...he furiosly put his **** in my mouth and then after a while he heard police sirens, it was the garden petrol unit so he suddenly pushed me away wore his clothes and ran away leaving me on the spot..i ran towards the sirens and after runing for some time i found my friends looking for me..and asked where have you been .. i told them that i was lost but its okay now..then we got back home..and up to this day i haven't mentioned this story to anyone i am now 18 years and afraid that not speaking about the matter might cause me any trouble growing up..plz answer mee..thank you for reading..??

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  1. Run2Me - 46-50 years old - male

    Posted by Run2Me on January 25th, 2010 at 11:25 AM

    I think you will find that almost everyone has been sexually attacked, making you no different than most. But the situation, must make you stronger....not weaker.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 26th, 2015 at 8:43AM

  3. college101 - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by college101 on January 25th, 2010 at 11:32 AM

    I know right Edie? People are so ridiculous sometimes. I am sorry that they took advantage of you, people are sick.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 26th, 2015 at 8:43AM

  5. rorschach2 - 13-15 years old - male

    Posted by rorschach2 on January 26th, 2010 at 1:00 AM

    hey i have had sort of the same thing happen to me and i havent told anyone and i am fine but i mean hey **** happens and we all eventually get over it.

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 26th, 2015 at 8:43AM

  7. watchfulsoul - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by watchfulsoul on January 26th, 2010 at 7:15 AM

    Well, it sounds like you are troubled by the incident.
    It quite common for kids who experienced abuse to feel embarrassed, scared, angry or guilty or ashamed, or blame yourself. But just remember, it was not your fault.
    It would be a good idea to speak with a trusted friend or counsellor about it. You're not alone in this, it's okay to talk about it.
    Hope you're okay - take care:)

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 26th, 2015 at 8:43AM

  9. sherry123456789 - 46-50 years old - female

    Posted by sherry123456789 on February 14th, 2010 at 3:16 AM

    I am a child and domestic abuse survivor, as well as a mother of a sexually abused child. I am writing a book about ALL types of abuse to others know they are not alone in their struggle. My intention is to inform others where there is prevention, education, and support.

    Education + Awareness = Prevention. I am inviting you to use my book as a platform share your testimony that will your contribution to spreading awareness. For your help I am giving a book; providing you pay the delivery. I prefer 1200 words but will allow up to 1500.

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    I look forward to your reply.

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  10. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 26th, 2015 at 8:43AM

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