I feel really awkward and weired about it. I find my mom very sexy. I always flirted with her and she would always respond. One day i asked her if she wanted a massage since i'm practcing to be a massage therapist. I had tha table set up in a room in our house to practice on. I told her to get on the table and i will be there. to my surprise she got completly nude and got under the sheets on the massage table. so i started massaging her while the sheet is covering her butt. I always wanted to see her you know what . so as i was massaging her i moved her leg to where i could see it under the sheet. I got extremely turned on so i started to massage really close to it to see what happens. it looked lke she waas enjoying it my heart was pounding. then i could see it was getting wet. I was so hard at that point I figured i would pump get my hand realy close and pretend i accidentally touched it. when i did she laid there enjoying the massage so i did it a few more times. she moved her leg to make it more accesable to me. so i started touhing it and she started moving her hip up and down. I was so turned on my heart was pounding. i kep playing with it and her butt. she started to moan. i stratled her on the table as i was playing with it to see what she will do. she just kept moaning and moving her butt up and down. one thing after another the next thing i know we are having sex. no one knows about this. i feel ashamed about it. but it was the best sex ever. has any one else ever done this. if u did contact me i need to know how u deal with it.