Last night I dreamt about a *********. If you've ever seen the movie "The Little Girl Who Lived Down The Lane" starring Jodie Foster, then you can picture exactly what the pedo in my dream looked like. He looked like the young Martin Sheen from the this movie. Anyway, in my dream, I have reason to believe, that he and I had already slept together, but we wouldn't talk about it, because no one could know. The theme of this dream was like some sort of church trip, so there were many people around. I kept trying to find a way for us to be alone, because in the dream I was very attracted to him. And not just very; almost uncontrollably. We kept looking at each other. Not in a longing, loving, kind of way, but a lustful, I want to jump your bones, kind of way. Nothing ever happened, I just woke up, but the dream really disturbs me. I was sexually abused as a child, and it was hell dealing with that. And for me to dream about being sexually attracted to a *********.... I just don't know what to make of it.