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Posted by Anonymous
on July 3rd, 2010 at 6:06 PM


I can't tell you, but I want to. More than anything right now, and for quite some time. I know it's silly, stupid, too soon, too much pressure, whatever. I do understand, that's why I'm writing this here anonymously so that I can at least get it off my chest for a while. We still haven't met in person, and in the back of my mind rests that question, will it matter to you? I believe it does, not only that I feel silly for having such strong emotions when we haven't met in person.



However it doesn't change my mind, my feelings... none of it. Am I afraid of being disappointed? no, because you can't disappoint me, I know you are still imperfect, I am not putting you on to a pedestal because I want the real you, because I love your faults too.



I Love you, not some sappy silly crush. Not just sort of. I'm talking about True Love, the kind of thing that only happens a couple of times in your entire life. What does that mean exactly? oh that's not as easy to clarify honestly. It means:

I'd lay down my life to protect yours, 

I would leave you alone if it meant you were happy.

I'll do everything in my power to be your friend before considering being a lover.

that I want to talk to you every day, even if I see you every day. 

I want you to be my best friend forever.

I would rather suffer agony every day knowing I couldn't have you just to stay your friend.

I will always try do my best.

I will love you for who you are, good and bad, even if it's your worse day ever.

that I think about you every day, especially when we are apart.

that even though I might make mistakes, it's really a chance to get things right.

that no matter how badly we may fight, I will be willing to compromise to make things right.

someday I want you to wear the ring I will give you on your finger.



and so much more...

I can't explain it, I can only feel, when normally I think.



You are the only one, not only have I never felt this close or strongly about anyone but there is no way this could ever happen to me again. I've never been that lucky.

 

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  1. ViviChelise - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by ViviChelise on July 3rd, 2010 at 6:09 PM

    wow............

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  2. bestmayever - 18-21 years old

    Posted by bestmayever on July 3rd, 2010 at 7:44 PM

    i feel exactly the same way about someone

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  3. Posted by An EP User on July 3rd, 2010 at 9:18 PM

    Wow. You pretty much took the words right out of my mouth with this one. 'Cept the ring part, heh but this line of yours, is so true right now: I would rather suffer agony every day knowing I couldn't have you just to stay your friend.

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  4. Posted by An EP User on July 4th, 2010 at 1:05 AM

    I hope one day someone can say those words to me.

    Beautiful .............thanks for sharing even if not for me, well worded.

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  5. Posted by An EP User on July 4th, 2010 at 3:48 AM

    this is amazing.

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  6. smartergrape - 70+ years old - female

    Posted by smartergrape on July 4th, 2010 at 10:54 PM

    i am thrilled ... i feel like you're edward. =)

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  7. WindTempest - 22-25 years old

    Posted by WindTempest on July 5th, 2010 at 12:21 AM

    Congradulations.. .... someone has heard you! And it makes it a little bit better dosen't it?

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  8. Lena04 - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by Lena04 on July 5th, 2010 at 6:49 AM

    just WOW.... Wish you would say this to me. :)

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  9. samesongtwice - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by samesongtwice on July 7th, 2010 at 1:56 AM

    Someone you've never even met in person?

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  10. wack1985 - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by wack1985 on July 7th, 2010 at 9:22 PM

    that has to be one of the sweetest confessions :)

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