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Posted by Anonymous
on July 3rd, 2010 at 6:06 PM


I can't tell you, but I want to. More than anything right now, and for quite some time. I know it's silly, stupid, too soon, too much pressure, whatever. I do understand, that's why I'm writing this here anonymously so that I can at least get it off my chest for a while. We still haven't met in person, and in the back of my mind rests that question, will it matter to you? I believe it does, not only that I feel silly for having such strong emotions when we haven't met in person.



However it doesn't change my mind, my feelings... none of it. Am I afraid of being disappointed? no, because you can't disappoint me, I know you are still imperfect, I am not putting you on to a pedestal because I want the real you, because I love your faults too.



I Love you, not some sappy silly crush. Not just sort of. I'm talking about True Love, the kind of thing that only happens a couple of times in your entire life. What does that mean exactly? oh that's not as easy to clarify honestly. It means:

I'd lay down my life to protect yours, 

I would leave you alone if it meant you were happy.

I'll do everything in my power to be your friend before considering being a lover.

that I want to talk to you every day, even if I see you every day. 

I want you to be my best friend forever.

I would rather suffer agony every day knowing I couldn't have you just to stay your friend.

I will always try do my best.

I will love you for who you are, good and bad, even if it's your worse day ever.

that I think about you every day, especially when we are apart.

that even though I might make mistakes, it's really a chance to get things right.

that no matter how badly we may fight, I will be willing to compromise to make things right.

someday I want you to wear the ring I will give you on your finger.



and so much more...

I can't explain it, I can only feel, when normally I think.



You are the only one, not only have I never felt this close or strongly about anyone but there is no way this could ever happen to me again. I've never been that lucky.

 

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  1. 2bcontinued - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by 2bcontinued on July 9th, 2010 at 6:29 PM

    I really enjoyed your confession. I hope that your personal interaction with your love will be as eloquent as your written words.

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  2. brian07891 - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by brian07891 on July 9th, 2010 at 10:31 PM

    Goodluk

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  3. sumit0008 - 16-17 years old - male

    Posted by sumit0008 on July 10th, 2010 at 9:53 PM

    i respect your feelings and plz don't mind but i can say no more things b';cuz i never felt love..............I believe love is nothing but a stuidity and a distraction for us...,result of some extra oxytocins....
    if i'm wrong then.............i wish you'd get the one you love .....as your words express your true love so you will definitely get her!

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  4. GoodEnough09 - 41-45 years old

    Posted by GoodEnough09 on July 11th, 2010 at 11:47 AM

    wow

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  5. whatdoidonext - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by whatdoidonext on July 11th, 2010 at 10:58 PM

    I feel the same way about someone whom I will be seeing in just over a month. I am moving to a new state and a new life and I feel like have met the man that I will marry. I want to tell him I love him and shout it from the rooftops and let him know all of that...

    I sympatize with you and good luck with her :)

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  6. yoursimplythebest - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by yoursimplythebest on July 14th, 2010 at 2:57 AM

    search here in EP : i love him so much it hurts .. its like a lady version of this ..and very well written as well

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  7. april5 - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by april5 on July 14th, 2010 at 11:46 AM

    Amazing... thanks for sharing..

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  8. sugarnspice4u - 41-45 years old - female

    Posted by sugarnspice4u on July 15th, 2010 at 2:24 AM

    I really don't know how old you are, but I think you have a long way to enjoy each other meanwhile remain as is take all the time to know a person, she may not be the person you envision, but if your feelings for her strong enough it will remain the same when you meet her... it is just the beginning, a person really shows their true colors, once you lived in with them, for that matter, love is not enough, is commitment compromising responsibility, understanding respect among other things to come. .. then you need to revisit your thoughts as you described eloquently here and see if your love can stand in time.

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  9. PseudonymRecent - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by PseudonymRecent on July 16th, 2010 at 5:58 PM

    then the bottled up intellect, action, foresight, mention, second thought proceeding, and overly insistent moment leads to a motion and simple enough left with nothing, why bother, forgetting is easier and moving on suited the implication or guilty accusation of rejection not un-thought of but noticed. Don't wast your time however it might be worth the reasoning and you can provide your own lecture.

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  10. erajoyalfaro - 18-21 years old

    Posted by erajoyalfaro on July 24th, 2010 at 8:58 PM

    how i wish i'm the one u love

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