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i cant tell him no

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SABITHA - 36-40 years old - female

Posted by SABITHA
on July 20th, 2010 at 11:26 AM

He has once again topped his last hurtful behaviors. This time in az. And yet I sit and wait for his calls, hoping he will want to talk it out. Knowing this is a very toxic relationship I still cant let him go. When he finally calls I melt and when he asks if I want company I always say yes. Even though I regret it a few days later when he freaks out on me and leaves... I ALMOST FEEL LIKE I AM SITTING HERE WAITING FOR HIM TO HURT ME but all I want is for him to love ME not who he trys to turn me into

i love him and hate him, how is that possible

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  1. aces4battle - 46-50 years old - male

    Posted by aces4battle on July 20th, 2010 at 12:30 PM

    I feel for you SABITHA and the situation you have. I have exactly the same problem (but with a female) and have had a lot of advise to break it off. One bit I got is to work on it each day, like an addiction. Do some little thing that will avoid the situation, like seeing other friends, family, group that you seldom see. Today, after of year of the pain, I just turn off my cell phone when not in use, or let the house record messages before I answer. This way I have logical answer to say NO.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 23rd, 2015 at 1:51AM

  3. mondildo - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by mondildo on July 20th, 2010 at 1:30 PM

    i feel for you noone can tell you when enough is enough but one day you will reach your limit.then you will break free from this vicious circle just keep believing in yourself and your strength,i hope you make the break soon and someone who can really show you what real love and happiness is because what you have now not it and its definately no way to live,

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 23rd, 2015 at 1:51AM

  5. HonestRealist - 26-30 years old

    Posted by HonestRealist on July 21st, 2010 at 2:14 AM

    U have 2 Love something 2 be able to hate it. Sounds like u need 2 get out more though and quit dwelling on this one man. If he hasn't changed yet he probably never will. Don't keep running in circles for him though. Good Luck 2 ya :-)

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 23rd, 2015 at 1:51AM

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