Don Understand what is going on?

The very first day of my school i don understand why i need to go. No one explain to me. After a few days in the mid of a lesson i decided i wanted to go home but was stop.i don like school after that day.  Going to church was another misunderstanding for me. In the mid of the show as the way i see it during those days why everybody is given something to eat from the man wearing white except kids like me.No one explain to me. Today i still do things without asking first,why did i not learn my lesson well. I  need to  learn to ask before making any commitment so that i may enjoy the fruits without any doubt.