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I wish my mom would die.

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Posted by Anonymous
on September 11th, 2010 at 5:01 PM


I hate my mother . She has been a "functioning alcoholic" since I was born and probably before that. Some of my first memories would not be considered memories but more of emotions. The feelings of stress, anxiety, fear, and lonliness are what I know best. I grew up scared my mom would drink too much and die. I feared my mom would forget to pick us up from the babysitter after work because she was too busy drinking at the bar to ever remember her two daughters. I would feel such high anxiety when my dad left on his truck driving route because I felt unprotected. I was lonley because I did not want to have sleepovers or friends because my mom was such an embarrassment to me. Now I am 24 and I still have all these feelings. They won't leave and now I am over come with anger. I wish she would fall down the stairs and break her neck. I wish she would get into an accident while on the way to work. Then I would no longer have these horrible feelings inside me. She would be gone and so would they.

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  1. kikizz - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by kikizz on September 11th, 2010 at 5:13 PM

    You are the one with the problem...get your anger out by telling HER what you think!
    Don't spread unnecessary hatred to us when YOU could solve the problem like an adult.
    I say that because I had to do the same thing and I love my mother because I understand that she may have lost herself for a while....
    BTW, it could have been a hell of alot worse!

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