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Littlemisssomebody - 31-35 years old - female

Posted by Littlemisssomebody
on September 20th, 2010 at 1:05 AM

If you want to see Pain, very much alive and well - rate this up.

He's convinced that everyone wants him to die - and that he's let everyone down.

We love you, and want you to be well.  You mean a lot to people, me especially.  I wished you'd believe it too.

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  1. IssenGoesConfessional - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by IssenGoesConfessional on September 20th, 2010 at 1:26 AM

    I dunno who you are, dude... but I can assure you that I'm one less soul who wishes death upon you! The past 5 years of my life have been hell because the love of my life killed herself. You THINK nobody cares? You're blind. Open your eyes. Obviously this woman posting cares. Obviously I care enough to comment. There's someone intensely important to you who can't live without you. You just don't know it, and neither do they... 'til you're gone. I'd rather you take control and figure things out to take your life back into control.

    Here's something I wrote that you may benefit from, bro. ^^; PM me if you need to talk to someone who's attempted suicide themselves, and experienced the pain of losing someone to suicide...

    As a matter of fact, if you can give me one solid reason as to why you deserve to die, DEFINITELY hit me up. Why? 'Cause I've got a million and one reasons to die. Or so I THINK. When reality sets in, truth is you're just in pain... and judging by the screen name, I'd say you at least realize that much.

    I'm not going to sit here and preach Bullllllshit about how life gets better...why? 'Cause it DOESN'T just magically get better one day... and for those who say it does? They're HALF right. When you're older, wiser, and your perceptions on life change-- THAT'S when life gets better. No sooner.

    Read the post below for more on this.

    EP Link [MSN]

    I'm on MSN almost 24/7, so hit me up. Be warned, you will not get some pat on the back, or some "there, there-- it'll all get better"... You want to wallow around in self-pity, miserable enough to contemplate suicide? Have fun with that. Want to change your life and take control? Read what I have to say, or contact me.

    ~ Brandon S. Payne ~ [Issen/iSkylight]

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  2. IssenGoesConfessional - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by IssenGoesConfessional on September 20th, 2010 at 1:28 AM

    Strange, link didn't post. I'm not 100% familiar with EP, but I'll add a space before the 'com'

    http://www.experienceproject. com/confessions.php?cid=175176

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  3. Starlatheimmortal - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by Starlatheimmortal on September 20th, 2010 at 10:43 AM

    I wish I could speak to you face to face.

    I have attempted suicide many, many times. So, when I say "I hope you are able to open your eyes and see how much everyone loves you- even complete strangers-", I know how hard it is to believe it, and how hard it is to accept it.

    Someone once told me that I won't realize how much I really am loved until I am able to forgive myself. I am still working on that one... I honestly think I have destroyed my family and ostracized my friends. I am guilty of every crime and sin. If anyone should die, it should be me.

    But, somehow, over time, I am coming to realize that we are ALL THE SAME.

    Everyone, from the Pope to the murderer in prison has done terrible things. We have all just learned to cover it up... some better than others.

    Find some people who are willing to be HONEST and identify with whatever you are going through.

    Send me a message if you need to. I'd listen, and I don't judge :)

    I wish you luck.


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  4. luckypickle - 26-30 years old

    Posted by luckypickle on September 20th, 2010 at 4:21 PM

    Phil is the sweetest friend anyone could ask for!! Nobody can tell when I'm down like he can. It's almost scary. He deserves so much in life.

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  5. Posted by An EP User on September 20th, 2010 at 6:50 PM

    If pickle likes him, he must be alright.

    I don't know what to say to convince someone to live if they've lost their will... but i'm always here to listen and support. I hope you realize you're not alone.


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  6. tenderheart35 - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by tenderheart35 on September 21st, 2010 at 3:53 AM

    You are here..loved by us.Try to engage in something.Share your pain .It helps.

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  7. Posted by An EP User on September 21st, 2010 at 4:23 AM

    I don't know You, but You have my support. I've never attempted suicide, but I know suffering, self-hate and loneliness very well. You already have lots of people in other comments to talk to You, but if that won't be enough, You can talk to me. Every amount of time spent is worth a life and happiness for some person. Everyone is needed. And a person that already went through suffering Himself, will be more empathetic to others, so You are already a great material for a person that will have a positive benefit on others and every single person counts. :) You are needed.

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  8. SatchMan - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by SatchMan on September 21st, 2010 at 12:00 PM

    All the others have pretty much said everything but I'll count as one of those that cared to comment in support of you!! We here, talk!! You'd be surprised at the perspective people here have and the insight they can offer, I've experienced it myself! (no pun) xoxoxoxoxo

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  9. InfiniteArgus - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by InfiniteArgus on September 22nd, 2010 at 11:25 AM

    Im totally on this

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  10. wack1985 - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by wack1985 on September 22nd, 2010 at 7:55 PM

    I beg of you don't do it! I have lost someone to suicide who I held dear.

    Come on Beach Boy, please don't talk like that.

    Think of all those who would miss you. You do have people who care about you on here, even I can see that. *hugs* Whatever you're going through will pass.

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