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Lamunequa - 31-35 years old - female

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Posted by Lamunequa
on February 13th, 2011 at 10:13 PM


In a persons most fragile moment. I am front and center to give my support and comfort. I like helping people. Don't ever like to see them upset.  When Im weak I withdraw. I don't like to reveal my negaitves or be moody  around anyone. Merely cause my aim is to focus on posittive so when I burnout I hideout. And besides I find that people arent there for me when I need them. So I don't make too many friends because of this. I surround my life with my mom, my dad, my sister; and 3 friends whom wonder where I go when I get like this. Being positive all the time can be draining. I shut down on weekends and close myself off to everyone. I just want to be left alone sometimes. Is that so wrong? There's so much to this confession. I just don't like anyone seeing me crumble.

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  1. Lamunequa - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by Lamunequa on February 13th, 2011 at 10:42 PM

    :)

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  2. artistchristine - 31-35 years old

    Posted by artistchristine on February 13th, 2011 at 10:44 PM

    YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I WAS A ROCK 4 A LOT OF PEOPLE 4 A LONG TIME. IM THE ONE WHO NEEDS ENCOURAGEMENT NOW BUT I FOUND TALKING BOUT PAIN MAKES OTHERS WANT 2 CHANGE THE SUBJECT INSTEAD OF HUG OR ENCOURAGE. ITS SAFE 2 B THERE 4 OTHERS BUT IF YOURE THE ONE WHO NEEDS A HUG THEN HUG YOUR PILLOW BECAUSE VUNERABILITY EITHER SCARES PPL OR ANGERS THEM. ALL IN ALL IF U ARE SUPPORTIVE OF OTHERS ONLY BY A MIRACLE WILL THEY SUPPORT YOU. ITS A PRICE WE PAY FOR CARING.  

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  3. Lamunequa - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by Lamunequa on February 13th, 2011 at 10:58 PM

    I keep my circles small

    Cause the unreliable never stay

    But If I leave first

    Then I"ll never feel abandoned again

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