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AllegorieBootlair - 51-55 years old - male

Posted by AllegorieBootlair
on February 17th, 2011 at 10:58 AM


I know my own actions are disgusting to the Lord, and I want to be blessed by the Lord but I can't erase my past. Too many mistakes and acting out have me in a cycle of sin. The Lord knows me, and He knows my heart. My heart desires to please Him, but my flesh has a strong hold on me and has gotten me into more trouble than I care to list. I miss the peace I experience when walking with the Lord, and have strayed far from His Grace and Mercy. Please Lord forgive me again and let me come back to you, I love you and need Your hand on my life.....

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  1. JustForget - 36-40 years old - female

    Posted by JustForget on October 22nd, 2011 at 10:09 PM

    I just want to say that it takes a lot of guts to post what you posted. Good for you!



    No one can erase the past, but everyone can learn from their mistakes and the mistakes of others and make a change in their lives. Christ taught this and suffered for our sins if only we truly repent. Truly repenting means change has to happen. If we go back to committing the former sin, then the repentance we went through is null and void and all the harder to really truly repent of. We MUST change. We must communicate with God daily through prayer to always have His spirit and His influence over us. With his spirit as our guide, it is easier to turn from sin. Just as sin brings sadness and stress, righteousness brings peace and real happiness, as you communicated. My prayers are with you in your journey.

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  2. AllegorieBootlair - 51-55 years old - male

    Reply by AllegorieBootlair Mar 1st, 2012 at 6:24AM

    Yes yes, Amen...I totally agree with you...

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  3. AllegorieBootlair - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by AllegorieBootlair on October 23rd, 2011 at 3:18 PM

    Thank you so much, I like to hear those kinds of uplifting words... we need them

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  4. Ctm5 - 41-45 years old - male

    Reply by Ctm5 May 12th, 2013 at 3:40PM

    you need more than words

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  5. Posted by An EP User on December 19th, 2011 at 10:37 AM

    how many times I have prayed the exact same thing....please God hear me! Don't leave me to my own devices,don't give up on me.........

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  6. JustForget - 36-40 years old - female

    Reply by JustForget Dec 19th, 2011 at 6:23PM

    And he never will. . .His hand is stretched out still. When we feel alone or wronged, it is ourselves that have caused this. Never Him. He has done all he can and is patiently waiting, like the loving father He is, for us to grab a hold of His sure and steady hand. He will help us along our way, but we must take the initial step.

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  7. IFoundYourDiary - 46-50 years old - female

    Posted by IFoundYourDiary on February 29th, 2012 at 6:45 PM

    wow. That took courage sweetz, and i was drawn to your post because im feeling the very exact same way right now. (if you browse some of my way past posts you'll see how i was brought up) but kinda got away from.



    Like you, i sometimes feel so far out there, and yet i know HE is only a prayer away, like heaven says, if we only reach out to him. Im here if you'd like to talk

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  8. Ctm5 - 41-45 years old - male

    Posted by Ctm5 on May 12th, 2013 at 3:43 PM

    At least you know you are a pervert , that's one thing.

    But you seem determined to abuse like your stepmother ,that makes you weak and without morals as I said earlier.

    You don,t like the truth so you will never change, just my opinion

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