i feel disturbed

i've been realizing more and more how much seething hate there is in the world. humanity hates itself. hates everything. we will never get very far, because we are all pulling in different directions. i want to puke i feel so helpless in stopping it all. life is an uphill battle against all the hate. it makes me feel very....inadequate. it is demoralizing to look at the world and see so many villains and so many self-centered heroes..


"it doesnt affect me, so why should i care?" everyone seems to ask that. we disregard the problems of others as exaggerated or insignificant, while putting our own on pedestals.





i dont know what to do or say.