I used to cut mnysel

I was what is known as being a cutter. I would cut to relieve my pain because nothing else would. Plus cutting was a way too hurt only myself. I stopped cutting becaue it wssn't relieving the pain like it used to plus I  realized that I was going to really hurt myself if I continued. But I never told anyone I was a cutter execpt my therapist. It  was so shameful becaue no one can understand why a cutter cuts. I haven't cut in 4 years because I have made the concious decision to do so.  What would start me to cut would be  something major but I think I sill would not  do it because the physical pain isn't worth it to me anymore.