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cherrycheesecake - 51-55 years old - female

Posted by cherrycheesecake
on May 13th, 2011 at 4:14 PM

My husband passed away on April 1.  Yesterday I saw his watch in my jewelry box and it made me cry.  Today I was doing laundry and I ran out of hangers on my side of the closet and took some of the hangers from his side of the closet.  It made me cry to remember his clothes once hanging there.  I wish I could quit crying.

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  1. ceffyldwfr - 18-21 years old

    Posted by ceffyldwfr on May 13th, 2011 at 4:23 PM

    Oh, God, I am so sorry. :( I can't even fathom the pain you're going through.

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  2. snowflake20 - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by snowflake20 on May 13th, 2011 at 4:43 PM

    i am so sorry you're hurt. I lost my dad when i was 9. im 25 now and i a couple of months ago i found my dad's wallet and it had his old cards in it and it made me cry so hard. i really know how you feel. i know that feeling to have a hole inside of you; but it will be ok, and it will get easier with time. (((hugs)))

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  3. ScotsQueen - 51-55 years old - female

    Posted by ScotsQueen on May 13th, 2011 at 5:36 PM

    You are very blessed to feel this way. You feel this way because your husband was a good husband. I feel bad that you grieve, but you are very fortunate to feel this way.

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  4. Posted by An EP User on May 13th, 2011 at 6:31 PM

    I'm so sorry, nothing is sadder than losing a partner or a child. So many here are heartbroken but I remind myself that losing a good person is the absolute worst. Why do the loving have to suffer the loss while others go on and on, seemingly unaffected. One of the many ways life feels so unfair and cruel at times. I pray for strength and peace for you and, ultimately, the promise of loving again.

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  5. takeitezokie - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by takeitezokie on May 25th, 2011 at 12:36 AM

    I am so sorry for your loss. The pain you're going through will in time become more bearable. Prayers!!

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  6. Posted by An EP User on July 28th, 2011 at 8:03 PM

    Oh Cherry, I am so sorry.

    I haven't had to go through this loss, but my granddaughter's husband was killed by a drunk driver, the day after they were told they were having a baby. Five years later, she will see something that was his, and suddenly she is crying again. Their little girl, who is now four and a half, always asks her if she is crying for her daddy again. She assures her that "Everything is okay, Mommy, because you still have me."

    I wish I could tell you the pain stops, but I think you just learn to live with it. Again, I am sorry for your loss.

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  7. cherrycheesecake - 51-55 years old - female

    Posted by cherrycheesecake on July 28th, 2011 at 8:09 PM

    I am so sorry about your granddaughter's loss. I'm sure she sees her husband every time she looks at her daughter. Even though she is still heartbroken because of her loss, how wonderful it is that she has such a wonderful daughter. I'm sorry for your loss too...I know this hurts you tremedously.

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