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RaigaKurosuki - 16-17 years old - male

Posted by RaigaKurosuki
on June 10th, 2011 at 8:46 PM

I get sexually aroused when I see a child. I see tons of hate towards pedophiles, and I can tell why. They get sexually aroused by kids. I agree... It's messed up... But before you post any hate comments please read the rest. I read a ton of things about people and how they hate pedophiles and wish they were dead or burn in the deepest pits of hell and the such. But never have I ever seen someone try to help them. I admit, that for some reason, I'm sexually aroused by children. But I don't want to be! It sickens me just as much as it does anyone else. I don't want to be sexually aroused by children, I want to grow up and have children of my own in fact. I have 2 brothers and a sister. I can't let my sister sit on my lap because then I'll get hard with her sitting right there. I don't know what it is, why I get sexually arouse. But I don't want to. I'm going to start counceling soon to see if they can help me. But I didn't see any group about pedophiles. So I came here to confess that I was.

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  1. Posted by An EP User on June 10th, 2011 at 9:45 PM

    You need INTENSIVE therapy with an expert in this illness and should NOT be living in a home with children. If you can't do it for yourself, do it for your siblings. They don't deserve to be traumatized for life. The cycle goes on and completely honest about your past and get help NOW.

    Next week I'll be divorced from a man who is addicted to watching young boys taken by older men. Abuse in childhood and other tragedies have destroyed his life. And mine for a while, as I slowly discovered the mentally disturbed and developmentally arrested cripple I married without knowing his reality.

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    Reply by An EP User Mar 1st, 2015 at 12:55AM

  3. mzunguhowru - 51-55 years old - male

    Reply by mzunguhowru Apr 6th, 2013 at 1:52PM

    Sadly what you are asking is for girlcapital to give up his freedom. Confidentiality does not apply in counseling relationships when it comes to child attracted people and to be completely honest in the current cultural climate is to consign oneself to a lifetime of isolation and public scorn at best and decades of imprisonment at worst. Sorry about you husband although it sounds like he limited himself to looking at pictures, better than acting out the fantasy.


  4. girlcapitol - 51-55 years old - female

    Reply by girlcapitol Apr 6th, 2013 at 7:15PM

    Looking at pictures means someone FILMED sexual abuse of a child. The appetite for enjoying violation and lifelong devastation of a CHILD creates a market. Money in exchange for a child's spirit and future. You talk about "just fantasy" but consuming child **** is the same as raping them yourself. Supply/demand. Perpetuation of this crime against little kids. Selfish perverts ask "why wrong?" How about children are forced to do unnatural, painful things they cannot understand and are forever destroyed inside? Being the only person to say THIS IS WRONG and advocate for the vulnerable makes me feel I'm on a pro-abuse site. Very disturbing.


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  5. shawnee53 - 31-35 years old - male

    Posted by shawnee53 on June 11th, 2011 at 6:59 PM

    One reason you see tons of hate towards pedophiles is because there is much assumed about them. They tell you it's an illness and you need tons of therapy with a "professional", yet no Professional has ever cured one. Personally I believe it's no more an illness than preferring the obese, older women, or being turned on by pain. People have different sexual preferences and most of them are not planned. I mean...has anyone ever sat down in a chair one day at 8 or 9 years old and said to themselves, "I think I'll be a pervert when I grow up"? The fact is, in a controlled study when anonymity was guaranteed, 7 out of 10 men admitted that they had been turned on by a female under the age of 12. Three out of 10 women admitted they had been turned on by a male under 12. In same sex it was 1 out of 10 men and the same for women...1 out of 10. We need to quit being led by the mainstream media who's goal is to demonize anything that's "not normal" and start looking at things objectively. It is not any more illegal or immoral to simply "be" a *********...than it is to be an obese-ophile...or a dominate-ophile, it's only illegal to "act out" as a *********. Sometimes just realizing that you're not a freak after all, carries a lot of cure. Maybe if people would wake up and realize that the hatred is just an emotional cover for having found someone they think is worse than them so they can use them to feel better about themselves, we'd find a solution, or at least some halfway meeting ground.

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  7. luckywolf13 - 13-15 years old - female

    Reply by luckywolf13 Jan 14th, 2013 at 8:28PM

    I agree completely.


  8. ninjastreaker - 36-40 years old - male

    Reply by ninjastreaker Feb 14th, 2013 at 5:24PM

    Very nicely said. I have to agree to that. I am purely just addicted to sex. I have even read stories of molestation and must say there was some arousing interest in it. But I have never tried anything with it. I hope that never presents itself.


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  9. randomguyAPL - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by randomguyAPL on August 7th, 2011 at 3:01 PM

    nice job man. at least u said it. i too have those desires.

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  10. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Mar 1st, 2015 at 12:55AM

  11. KentarouKawasaki - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by KentarouKawasaki on August 27th, 2011 at 10:21 PM

    I have these thoughts too. (: Its just you. There is no "good" and "evil" just different shades of grey seen from different eyes. If anyone deserves to be locked up its the religiousfags who only see the world in black and white. :/

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  12. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Mar 1st, 2015 at 12:55AM

  13. stagehog81 - 31-35 years old - male

    Posted by stagehog81 on February 11th, 2012 at 9:33 AM

    I don't think getting aroused by children makes someone a pervert. If they acted on the arousal and attempted to do something with the child, then they would qualify as a pervert. There have been times when I have been aroused by seeing children, but as far as people that I have physically had sex with I have always been with women that are close to my age. Being occasionally aroused by or having a dream about children does not make someone a pedo. Just as being occasionally aroused by or having a dream about someone of the same sex does not make you gay. It is the choice to act on those desires that makes one a pedo or gay.

    Many people will not admit that they have been aroused by something like this because they don't want people to think of them as sick perverts, but there are a lot more people that get aroused by children, or by people of the same sex than will openly admit to it.

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  14. Anonymous

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  15. strommerb - 36-40 years old

    Posted by strommerb on February 19th, 2012 at 3:51 AM

    Hi ! Pedophils are same People as you and i. What makes People to a ********* ? People wich need to play with Kids for your Sex are as ********* definite. So how you can help this People they can have good Sex too ? ********* like only to playing with Kids for Sex. ********* self want to do Kids abuse not much. So all Parents must tell your Kids, when they meet a ********* they all must try to help him to can be very lucky with. So this sexuall can be horny for both ! A ********* DON´T KILL KIDS !! He allways playing with !

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  17. dacin - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by dacin on March 27th, 2012 at 5:43 PM

    I am sexually aroused by seeing pictures of young girls. But I have never acted on this to touch or otherwise harm a girl. Yes, I do fantasize and ********** but that is just a release for a sexual urge over which I have no control. I have tried ignoring it but that just makes it become an obsession. I deal with it by not getting too hung up about it, releasing the tension through ************, and then getting on with life. I am not evil, not even horrible.

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  18. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Mar 1st, 2015 at 12:55AM

  19. luvwatchingg - 51-55 years old - male

    Reply by luvwatchingg Oct 18th, 2012 at 5:54PM

    I'm the same. Would like to chat sometime.


  20. dacin - 36-40 years old - male

    Reply by dacin Nov 7th, 2012 at 4:59PM

    Hi, would love to chat too and hear about your experience


  21. strommerb - 36-40 years old

    Posted by strommerb on March 28th, 2012 at 7:53 AM

    You are good. Tell me more about you. Thanks.

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    Reply by An EP User Mar 1st, 2015 at 12:55AM

  23. sanjayvijay - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by sanjayvijay on March 30th, 2012 at 10:41 PM

    you are good story.i like this

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    Reply by An EP User Mar 1st, 2015 at 12:55AM

  25. norahjane - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by norahjane on August 18th, 2012 at 3:07 PM

    i have touched myself

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  26. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Mar 1st, 2015 at 12:55AM

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