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i hate myself when i feel like this...

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rhea413 - 22-25 years old - female

Posted by rhea413
on July 4th, 2011 at 3:41 AM


I have a dirty confession to make that started when my marriage started crashing..  before I had too when I realized I do not have a real boyfriend..





I might sound kiddish but its a naked  truth..





I hate to see others in a happy loving relationship.





I hate to see people kissing each other or getting intimate..





I feel so damn jealous.





I am happy for them and have no offense for them in anyways, but why couldnt i have them?? so i hate it but not literally hate it like that..








i love watching intimate romantic movies and watch those scenes with my eyes bulged out.. but now , i hate watching that also.. i feel jealous and hurt.. 





and keep questioning myself that what less I have in not being in such a kind of a world filled with love and passion?








-R

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