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Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling...

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sillyginger - 22-25 years old - female

Posted by sillyginger
on July 18th, 2011 at 8:55 AM





It's been seven hours and fifteen days


since you took your love away


I go out every night and sleep all day


since you took your love away


since you've been gone I can do whatever I want


I can see whomever I choose


I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant


but nothing


I said nothing can take away these blues,





'cause nothing compares


nothing compares to you





It's been so lonely without you here


like a bird without a song


nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling


tell me baby where did I go wrong?


I could put my arms round every boy I see


but they'd only remind me of you


I went to the doctor guess what he told me


guess what he told me


he said girl you better try to have fun


no matter what you do


but he's a fool





'cause nothing compares


nothing compares to you





All the flowers that you planted mother


in the backyard


all died when you went away


I know that living with you, baby, was sometimes hard


but I'm willing to give it another try





nothing compares


nothing compares to you

















I dedicate this song to my ex. We had unhealthy relationship but we really did love each other. No matter how much we wanted it to work out it just never did. Now he's moving to Tennessee (he might already have), and I know we will probably never talk or see each other again (after 4 yrs of being together). It kills me so I try not to think about it. We both tried to move on and neither one of us could, now I wonder if he moved on or if he is moving to Tennessee to get away from me. I shouldn't think about it and I shouldn't care but I do.. a lot.





We were young... but our love was so intense and passionate. I still love him with all my heart and I'm afraid I always will. I've had a few guys asked to take me out on a date but I can't do it. I just want to be with him and to fall asleep in his arms every night like I've done for the past 4 yrs. He used to always tell me I was his soul mate and he would rather be alone the rest of his life than to be with somebody else.





I'm so angry at him for doing this... for not talking to me or seeing me anymore. Even though I'm sure this is for the best... I'm still mad at him and really hurt. I'm great at pretending that it doesn't bother me, until I'm alone... then everything I've been holding back comes out. Last time I seen my ex was a few days ago when he came over to get his clothes. Not sure why I had hope he would hug me and tell me how much he loved me. Instead we argued and he said some pretty mean stuff to me before he left... so that's the last memory I have of him.





I can't hate him.. I've tried to... I tried to dislike him and I can't even do that. All I can do is love him and I wish I knew how to stop.

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  1. Posted by An EP User on July 18th, 2011 at 9:28 AM

    Whoever tee heed this is an *******. Sorry you're going through this Ginger.

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