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AllegorieBootlair - 51-55 years old - male

Posted by AllegorieBootlair
on July 22nd, 2011 at 6:00 PM

I can't believe my Sissy is gone. It's been two years and it feels like yesterday that we were best friends and doing just about everything together.

The last 8 or 9 years we'd grown very close for many reasons. But the reality of it was we could tell each other anything and the other would 

understand and not judge the other. We shared tears and beers and whoopee. We did Daytona twice a year, and went on vacations together,

and went to Christmas parties and halloween parties and birthday parties. I can't even go to the movies anymore. I haven't been to a NASCAR 

race since her death. My life is on hold and even my girlfriend sees it. There's no joy in my heart and I'm miserable. I do have moments that I'm 

fine and life seems so good. But then I feel guilty for having fun without my Sissy. Maybe time will heal my heart, but for now I'm in a very dark

place and want to get on with my life.... 

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  1. Caliesque - 18-21 years old

    Posted by Caliesque on July 22nd, 2011 at 6:31 PM

    You are going through the stages of grief. At least she loved you while she was still alive. Remember her for what she was to you and how she valued your relationship. It would be worse if she was alive and well and you guys had no relationship at all. 'Tis my sad case. Yours is actually better.

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  2. AllegorieBootlair - 51-55 years old - male

    Reply by AllegorieBootlair Feb 29th, 2012 at 6:35PM

    You're so kind...thanks...


  3. IFoundYourDiary - 46-50 years old - female

    Posted by IFoundYourDiary on February 29th, 2012 at 6:31 PM

    (((((( Allegorie)))))))) My heart goes out to you

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  4. AllegorieBootlair - 51-55 years old - male

    Reply by AllegorieBootlair Feb 29th, 2012 at 6:34PM

    thank you...


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