I Hate God Say It Does Exist For August Sunday 21, 2011

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ChakraSolipsismMGP - 56-60 years old - male

Posted by ChakraSolipsismMGP
on August 21st, 2011 at 9:20 AM

It seems possible there is a Divine God for this Universe, but to allow this lousy state this Earth and our lives in, I do not believe this God is Good, Loving and Cares for us. In Fact is Malicious with Evil, Wicked Currents of Opposition I Get. I want to Vent and Curse back ... "*******  You God!"

August Saturday 20, 2011 I was trying to sleep in the Afternoon and couldn't. Then the power went off, having no power from 4:40 to 6:05 PM. Messing my sleep time and now my up time and felt crappy. This is the second week end from August Saturday 13, 2011 that next door is the American Legion's Stupid Band Party they have it it makes so much Noise next door to me and was causing me a nuisance in the evening.

I wanted Answers, but keep getting Commercials, and Crap everywhere I go for trying to find Answers. And don't get any.

I have to clean up my place for this week is likely my Apartment Inspection for House Authority.  This is messing me up and making me not function for cleaning up my place. I'm not getting my kind of weather now. I am not getting my interest  of things, but the stuff I hate with nuisance.

This idea of a Divine God just really irritates me. The best clue of course by Atheist is there isn't one. But I can't really understand how Evil is so prominent. Instead of not seeing the good, I see more than enough evil to not be right. Going on in this world.

Well? With me I am becoming a God Hater. Not of Good for this World, but really? It's this Evil in this World if others really saw it.  

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  1. geno77 - 31-35 years old - male

    Posted by geno77 on August 21st, 2011 at 9:53 AM

    It's not so bad, will get worse. From what you posted, I wish I had it "that bad". As for God, he describes our suffering as something that we will not even care about once it is over.

    It is kind of like an illusion. A different kind of court preceding, if you will. We already know who will win the case. The defendent will then be destroyed and the victims will be well compensated according to their losses and efforts.

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  2. Posted by An EP User on August 21st, 2011 at 10:47 AM

    to all their own opinions and observances. Just that..this will be the first time I hear it as a result of a 1 hr 20 mins power outage, noisy neighbors, and cleaning. Guess we all have our triggers.

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  3. freeburger - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by freeburger on August 21st, 2011 at 11:03 AM

    you need to make pace with God, try and read Billy Graham's book....PEACE WITH GOD

    remember He loves you and will never want anything bad happening to you, BUT on the other hand the devil is rubbing his hands.

    By the way this is just a short stay, wait until you reach HELL

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  4. ChakraSolipsismMGP - 56-60 years old - male

    Posted by ChakraSolipsismMGP on August 21st, 2011 at 11:18 AM

    @Jujalee: There is a whole lot more. I'm generalizing this Week End Stuff as a Trigger of such things. I am conjecturing a God in most cases here and think Christianity and most other Religions cop out with twisted excuses they want for their belief's. Which I really do not believe in. Like say when a road is to be made and this is like 20 feet of laid asphalt. You can't judge 20 feet of asphalt, when there is miles of it yet to be laid out ... Much more going on with me.

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  5. tmajor - 41-45 years old - male

    Reply by tmajor May 5th, 2013 at 11:41AM

    True, true!! This is why you should try to get to the core of it all before passing judgement. It's just common sense, if you allow others to control your destiny you will end up exactly as they want you to be!!!!! GAIN CONTROL OF YOUR DESTINY, and forget what others say and do, It is very possible!!!!


  6. Posted by An EP User on December 18th, 2012 at 3:11 PM

    I understand "God" as a totality--- Yang and Yin. Which means that destructivity is fifty percent of its dynamics.

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