So how much do you hate me?
7 minutes ago
i dont hate you julia, like i said, i hate myself for it, i new it would happen and i didnt prevent it, you started talking about some 23 year old that you started spending time with, im not there to spend time with you but i tryed to get as close to you as i could, but the little boy came in 2nd place and the 23 year old man takes the win, im getting used to having my heart smashed and grinded into nothing by people taking advantage of my kindness and love, i knew it was to good to be true, i said it before, no woman wants a frail little boy. but heres where i am mad at you julia, after a year of being your friend, a year of having one of the what i thought the closest people in my life, when i was helping you up from you worring that you wouldnt have any friends in the place you moved, giving you my kindness and a bit of my heart, you smashed it all in front of me in a second. but im not that mad at you julia, im a little happy that you opened my eyes to see there is no hope of any woman ever falling inlove with me, im not the obtimistic innocent person i used to be, all of that, is smashed like a vase.