Even after these past few months I still hurt....

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cristenie - 31-35 years old - female

Posted by cristenie
on October 9th, 2011 at 8:57 PM

I am at my home packing to move... I open the closet and pulling things out...and it hits me. Staring at me in the face my heart sinks and I start to shake. I want to turn and close the door and act like I didn't see it. Act as if it didn't exist. But I get the courage to pick it up and back out slowly.

I set the box on the table and a tear comes to my eye. Our whole relationship is packed in here. The memories of all the good. I take a deep breath open the top and pull over the garbage can. I look at a teddy bear you got me last year with the roses...tossed it. The cards that expressed how much you loved me...tossed them. Our pictures in the frames..tossed them. I can buy new frames.

And there on the bottom the "Dear John" letter your heartless *** left me when you moved out while I was at work. I open it up and read the first line..."Babe I love you but I need space". I crumble it up and toss it! I am so angry again. How could you! How could you be so spiteful! How could you go and get some girl pregnant! How could you not face me and even tell me we had problems. We never fought. We always laughed and you still try to text me. I changed my number I am finally moving. But I refuse to run away from the pain.

I feel relief to say all of these things and I am sorry I am not holding on to material things. They don't help having and changing who I am in a stronger way only makes me better than you.

Good luck on your new life. I look forward to mine.

Good bye

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  1. Posted by An EP User on October 9th, 2011 at 9:40 PM

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