I WAS OUT OF CONTOL.

I confess that I had an argument with my youngest brother last week and kicked him out of the house for the whole night.

I felt that I've changed from an innocent Gazelle to a Monster and I was very rude with my youngest brother.

It wasn't me at all. I confess that when I get angry I can get bitchy but it's not for nothing I was out of control because my brother disrespected my mother and began to tell her bad things.

I felt pity for my brother but I was still to egotistic to tell him that. Instead I called him in the middle of the night from the balcony to get come home and when he did I told him in a loud screaming voice "Look you *** hole I called you cose mom told me that I did it for Mom's sake but I'm gonna tell my older brother in Germany on the phone what you've done!!!"

And he went in with tearing eyes.