Post

mentally abuse

All Confessions

« Next Previous » Category: family Confessions

Jimbo89 - 22-25 years old - male

Posted by Jimbo89
on November 7th, 2011 at 1:24 AM


So I spend over the weekend helping my brother for the wedding around siblings and relatives. Supposedly, I am sensitive when people treat me like a little kid. It literally upsets me and I'm trying so hard to bare with it and not show my emotion of how bad I want to ******* yell at my siblings and relatives of how they don't treat me as an adult when I'm 22 years old. I mean, what can't I not see to fit in that standard as an adult?  It's like every word that's coming out of my mouth is not trusting or they don't give a crap what I say. They treat me like I'm some loser and look down. I guess I leave bad impression to people when I don't mean to give mean expression towards them. Sometimes I do try hard to put the effort of impression but I suck at it I guess. I'm just not good with people. I don't know how to socialize with them. I'm just too different. I don't fit in that I just want to run away or kill myself. I don't have anybody I can trust to talk to. I don't want to hear this small common sense bullshit. It's not my fault for having such a heavy disease I carry. I wish someone out there knew my pain. I'm so labeled to my hometown that I just want to simply run away and live my own life and never ever see them again. No matter how much they support and care for me, I can never seem to embrace them. It's still the same and getting worse. It's also strange how few of them ask me if I had fun at the wedding. I lied that I said yeah I had fun. sigh... It's really complicated.

Vote up! 2

2 Comments (add your own)

Sort By  
  1. geno77 - 31-35 years old - male

    Posted by geno77 on November 7th, 2011 at 1:31 AM

    Ouch. Stay and take on the challenge. If you can rise above this, imagine not only what you then can do but all the people there that will be inspired.

    Reply | 1dislike | Flag

  2. Jimbo89 - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by Jimbo89 Nov 9th, 2011 at 4:05PM

    sigh. will see.

    Reply

  3. ralff20 - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by ralff20 on November 9th, 2011 at 10:10 AM

    I can totally understand what you feel. I feel exactly the same way about my siblings and relatives. You just really want to scream on them.

    Reply | 1dislike | Flag

  4. Jimbo89 - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by Jimbo89 Nov 9th, 2011 at 5:03PM

    Yeah. One of these days, I'm going to explode at one of them at any given moment. I can just feel it.

    Reply

  5. ralff20 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by ralff20 Nov 11th, 2011 at 12:38PM

    I actually did that. Didn't make a difference, so don't bother. Ignorance is the key for me. Maybe it'll help you too. Try it :) It even helps making some situations ridiculously funny. haha

    Reply

Experience Project is a community based on authenticity, support, and respect. EP encourages you to post with these values in mind.

Add your Comment

Post

Post A New Confession