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I hate my stepmothers for shutting me out over doing what was right.........

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BlazedSoulsNix - 36-40 years old - female

Posted by BlazedSoulsNix
on November 15th, 2011 at 12:37 AM


It makes my stomach turn how my stepmother has shut me out since i went to jail back in 2009. I was a single mother of 4
wonderful kids I was working hard to take care of them. I was working and paying the bills with rare occasional assistance 
from thier dad. I was also working on paying off my school loans so I could finish culinary school and be able to better
support them.But one month my food stamps were accidentally stopped , my case worker fixed it but i needed groceries
until the paperwork went through. So I called my loan councilor and asked her to double pull the next month so i could
write a check for groceries in the current month she said given the situation it was no problem and said she had it set
up as we spoke. I went ahead and got the groceries. Long story short I ended up in jail over that grocery check to feed
my kids. The ex had said he was paying the court weekly payments on the check because he hadn't been paying child
support...he was lying he never paid a cent........i was put in county jail he got my kids.....and my stepmother actually
supported him...he is a mentaly abusive alcoholic and she helped him. I forgave her because i knew she didn't have the
energy to keep up w them ...after all my father had passed away years before  that and we all weren't the same after that.
But that isnt even the worst of it ..she never spoke to me nor saw me refused to write to me and still to this day will not
speak to me its as if i killed someone and was thrown in jail for it and lied to her about why i was there even my own brother
doesn't believe me. I cant keep living with alll the anger i hide inside my darkest memories and there are so many not just
her so many others i push to the back of my mind and i dont know any other way than to shove it back when it floats to my thoughts.....

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  1. skrc4u - 46-50 years old - male

    Posted by skrc4u on January 25th, 2012 at 5:51 AM

    sorry for that.Sometimes God seems doing injustice but we have to accept Him as His Will.Always remember"Time never remains the same"If you have bad time at this time means Good time is due in store.Believe Him.He is Kind and Capable to do whatever He likes.May God shower justice in your life and give pardon to all known or unknown sin done by your any time or birth.

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    Reply by An EP User Dec 28th, 2014 at 3:05PM

  3. BlazedSoulsNix - 41-45 years old - female

    Reply by BlazedSoulsNix Jan 25th, 2012 at 6:15AM

    thank you that's very sweet

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