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papri - 26-30 years old - female

Posted by papri
on November 21st, 2011 at 12:31 AM

I am not sure if this is really confession ...its basically my thoughts...

From my childhood I wanted my dad to be my best friend, but that never happened...even though my mum is very close to me and like my friend  I still feel something missing..I always thought a girl's best friend is her dad..maybe I am wrong..

As I grew up I wanted to be very close to someone..who would really miss me and call me up and I could tell my thoughts to him...even though I have met such a person..he is not my that best friend whom I have been searching for in my life...

After some of my childhood friends settled in life they have forgetten the fact we used to share lot of memories together..maybe they dont have any time for others and they spend all their time for their family..

I am not good at making friends but I try to remember my friends and I am grateful for they have helped in some way or other and they have been beside me sometime...

I feel very much alone..and I feel there is no meaning in my life...
I am not sure why I wrote down my thoughts in EP today..mayebe someone have/had similar thoughts as well...I dont know what I really need to do for myself...

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  1. LuckymeIshouldsee - 18-21 years old

    Posted by LuckymeIshouldsee on November 21st, 2011 at 1:55 AM

    You are not the only one with those thoughts; you are not alone.

    Cheers :)  

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 3:30AM

  3. Posted by An EP User on December 16th, 2011 at 6:24 AM

    Some point of view we r all alone in our OWN den..... :-((

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 3:30AM

  5. Posted by An EP User on February 18th, 2012 at 12:26 PM

    You most definitely are not alone in feeling this way. I have always had a good relationship with my father, but have not been as close as I wanted. I wish he would go places with me, but he never does. He promised to take me to a particular movie over ten years ago, it never happened. I never forgot....

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 3:30AM

  7. Posted by An EP User on March 2nd, 2012 at 11:29 PM

    sigh! i get it

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 3:30AM

  9. zuzi57 - 51-55 years old - female

    Posted by zuzi57 on April 13th, 2012 at 6:38 AM

    I do feel most of the time the same way. I have posted previously to U and mentioned that I was diagnosed with depression. The pills settled my mood, some of my thoughts but not my feelings. I am and always was just like U a sensitive emotionally weaker person. I never looked for meaning of life as from an early age I believe that life is about survival and not about meaning. So once again it is me an my experience which may help U to understand a bit more but once again not U could be different.

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  10. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 3:30AM

  11. MrNash - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by MrNash on October 2nd, 2013 at 12:54 PM

    You are never alone.....thanks for sharing a part of you... :)

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  12. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 3:30AM

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