Today, I went to one of my brother
's house to celebrate thanksgiving with the family. For no particular reason, I was really cold-heart and quiet to everyone even though they spoke to me brightly. Most of the time, I was listening to my music and closing my eyes pretending I was asleep. It calms me down ignoring the environment and surrounding I was in. I couldn't stand looking at my family of how interactive and happy they are. It makes me feel unease and insecure for many reasons. I made it pretty obvious on my mood towards them so they leave me alone and stop talking to me. I don't want them to butt in to my lame sensitive problems.