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kyle8000 - 18-21 years old

Posted by kyle8000
on January 10th, 2012 at 1:36 AM

All my life I loved bigger girls they seamed so soft and squishy and cuddly all my teenage years I hid my true feelings and now I'm 23 and wish I wasn't so judgemental. I guess I was just building up a wall to my friends to hid my feelings. I wish I could go back in time and not care what people think and just hold your hand in public and be your boyfriend like you wanted. Now you have a man and all my chasing the media image of hot has left me alone and thinking of you. Stephaine you was my gangsta chicky we were perfect team only I was all about perfecting the ideal image. Now that image is meanless  I can't help but think what I threw away and what could have been. My advice is EVERYONE follow your heart and don't let popular image effect your true feelings.In the end highschool popularity means nothing. Be real be true to your self is the key to happiness. 
Skinny is not cool, who honnestly likes to feel ribs and pelvis bones on a girl. I love my chunky money's..... I love my gansta chicky from wayy back. Never ment to turn you down, Never wanted to make you cry. But now I'll always wonder what if you were mine. I would give you the world. If only you were mine..

Our paths will drift apart as we go through life
But When it is dark you will always be my light
 when I fall off the path get lost along the way
 just thinking of you will always brighten my day
For you I would wait through the sands of time
Even if there a slight chance you would be mine 

I never meant to turn you down
I never meant to make you cry....

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  1. remotelyhopefulidealist33 - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by remotelyhopefulidealist33 on June 23rd, 2012 at 1:10 AM

    I understand the first part of what you said. But...

    I personally think there is not one definition of beauty. Skinny women are pretty & bigger girls are pretty too.

    Some skinny girls or skinny people, in general, feel pressured to gain more weight. Which annoys them. Especially with all the "You need to eat more," comments when they do eat regularly. It annoys them definitely when, in fact, they cannot easily put more meat on their bones due to their high metabolisms.

    Being skinny isn't the greatest thing in the world.

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  3. kyle8000 - 18-21 years old

    Reply by kyle8000 Jun 23rd, 2012 at 5:13PM

    I feel ya but I just think there is more negative pressure on bigger people to loose the weight than for skinny people to gain it. If your happy with your self than it shouldn't matter what the world thinks. I'm just saying IMO skinny girls with ribs that show and pelvic bones purtruding is a complete turn off. Depedning on height 145 lbs- 180 perfect. :)


  4. remotelyhopefulidealist33 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by remotelyhopefulidealist33 Jun 23rd, 2012 at 11:41PM

    Yeah I know what you mean. I've actually stopped reading those teen magazines, because I'm tired of seeing different articles like, "How to lose x pounds..." and "Different workout positions..."I kind of understand what they're getting at, since the U.S. isn't the most healthiest country to live in. It still bugs me though. (of course that's not the only reason why I don't read them anymore) A few years ago, I was at the grocery store and some guys were walking behind a bigger woman. They started making disrespectful remarks about her...and not discreetly either! It just made me so mad that I was completely stunned speechless. I couldn't think of the right words to say to them OR to the woman to make the situation better. I don't think a human being should be treated with such disrespect, especially someone older. I think I gave both of the jerks the most piercing evil stare I could. I'm sure if a situation like that ever happens again, I'll definitely know what to do. It made me feel better to know that one day karma is going to get them. I silently prayed to God that day, for him to please help guide these jerks.


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