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Jimbo89 - 22-25 years old - male

Posted by Jimbo89
on January 29th, 2012 at 2:00 AM

My life seem to be at a blank. I don't have anyone precious to me. If I had one, I would have the urge to keep on living. I'm physically close to my family and old friends, yet so distant spiritually that there is no connection or bond. I'm alone, it hurts, my soul is broken, heartless, a failure, weak, lost, confused, unmotivated, lethargic, physically and mentally unstable, wasting time, and low self-esteem. Every time I try something new, I eventually get tired or bored of it. I've gain enough knowledge in order to be successful but I just won't make the effort. It takes too much energy out of me to keep going. I'm tired...........amazing how I'm still here living a hopeless life.

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  1. Vinathi - 13-15 years old

    Posted by Vinathi on January 29th, 2012 at 2:27 AM

    Stay strong. Everyone goes through blanks, you just kind of have to wait for them to pass.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 6:50AM

  3. thisisavrius - 13-15 years old

    Posted by thisisavrius on January 29th, 2012 at 2:29 AM

    keep searching i found what i was looking for i searched far and wide my life was blank nothing seemed important to me at the time the secret is smoking marijuana now i see magical elves i named one of them Stewart

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 6:50AM

  5. Mandycampbell84 - 36-40 years old - female

    Posted by Mandycampbell84 on January 29th, 2012 at 2:42 AM

    It is like I foundg twin I two feel the same also.

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 6:50AM

  7. mio99 - 16-17 years old - female

    Posted by mio99 on April 26th, 2012 at 11:44 PM

    i know how you feel :( i like my friends but no one seems to understand me well, and im getting alittle distant from my parents, but look for the silver lining in the cloud :) it makes your day so much better when you notice the small but happy things in life :) resently ive been trying to stay positive and its helping (today was like a rollercoaster :P)

    Best of Luck!

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 6:50AM

  9. XxhiddenSmilexX - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by XxhiddenSmilexX on May 23rd, 2012 at 8:25 PM

    you are never truly alone. nobody truly is alone. giving up wouldn't be an option. in life you are given obstacles to overcome whether fair or not. i know i understand. it seems like it is alot easier to give up then you fight anylonger. if you feel you need to give up, give up it is your choice after all BUT you will have to ask yourself how will i know. how will you know if it was the right choice. for all you know you could meet that special somebody out of the blue tomorrow, or next month. i want to give up too. i want to just sleep and never awake. but i like to believe thats too easy. way too easy to do. i could give up just as easily as you. but i don't want to. i find something worth fighting for and that is my life. i was given one life to live one life to make my own cause who is to say that my life will be waiting for me tomorrow, i could be dead. i know its hard but only you can make it easier.

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  10. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 6:50AM

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