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L96Arctic - 22-25 years old - male

Posted by L96Arctic
on February 2nd, 2012 at 11:09 PM

Parents found out about my cuts today. Just great. Once again I felt happiness for a few minutes until I walked through the door of my house. Had to sit there and listen to my mom ask the same stupid questions a million times and try to make me feel like a messed up piece of crap.
But hey, i should be used to it by now. That's how life goes. I feel happy for a split second only to have it taken away by HER. It's not good enough that I told her I already stopped, nnnnnoooooo. Now we have to find someone I'll talk to so that whatever memory I repressed surfaces. It's not enough to just hate people because you're always taking their ****, day in and day out even when you do exactly what they want you to do.
Sometimes I think it would be easier to just die and get it over with.

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  1. deadant7 - 31-35 years old - female

    Posted by deadant7 on February 2nd, 2012 at 11:14 PM

    What a terrible mother you have.

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  2. LifeisRisk - 31-35 years old - male

    Posted by LifeisRisk on February 3rd, 2012 at 12:24 AM

    U remind me my old days Arctic;(... I'm sorry. *hug*

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  3. Artemishatake - 13-15 years old - female

    Posted by Artemishatake on September 16th, 2013 at 9:44 PM

    I feel your pain.

    l've thought about suicide since l was 9. All because of HER!

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