I Wanna Leave This Earth

You CAN live without your husband, but are considering choosing differently.



I do not know the pain of losing a husband through death (though I know the pain of losing a child). The longer the marriage, the greater the challenge. It is too easy to lose one's identity in a marriage. I know. That is something that I must always be on guard against.



If I were to suggest that discovering yourself can be the most amazing and exciting thing that any human being could ever experience, would you consider choosing life? I came from the depths of despair after a divorce (and I have heard that divorce is more difficult to survive than death of a spouse). I'm glad I did.



I don't think that suicide is wrong. I think that it is your choice, and I value and respect you as a person to the point where I grant you the right to do what you think best. At the same time, when someone says that she CAN'T live without someone, I long to help that person meet themselves for the first time. It can be an amazing experience.



How different life is than that which we have been told that it is. You are a being of great power. YOu are perfect and beautiful and have been living in a world that isn't real. There is almost nothing that you cannot do using your own god-like powers. Imagine! You are not dependent on anyone and you are not disconnected from anyone. No one can harm you because your powers are that strong.



What would you like to do in YOUR life using this tremendous godly power? the odd thing about this question is that someone who is more of a spouse than a person cannot discover self until AFTER spouse leaves. This is an opportunity knocking. I know that it's hard to see opportunity right now, but that does not obliterate it.



If you need someone to talk to, feel free to email me. I will not judge