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I let my Daddy touch me

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GummiBear423 - 18-21 years old - female

Posted by GummiBear423
on February 22nd, 2012 at 12:33 PM


so I'm 21. I met my dad at 20. i lived with him for 3months to get away from drug abused and violent relashionship with my daughters father.
3 months of living with my dad and his family, we became the best of friends. We laughed all the time. We had the most perfect relationship and i felt my life was completed. I have been molested as a child. But took me 15 years ro remember it.(from my step-grandfather)
So anyways me and my dad were the best of friends and i had never felt so comfortable, alive and free. i knew that whatever i did wrong he would always forgive me. I'm his first, his daughter, his baby girl. something ive never been before.
3 months go by and we got drunk, like we did every weekend, and i woke up in the middle of the night naked with his face burried in between my legs. i was in shock. totally ufcken blown out of my mind!!
I was so heart broken that i lost my best friend and my Dad that ive been waiting my whole life to meet. The only one i knew that would except me.
Well he sure did.. looked up at me as i woke up telling me i taste like candy. I was like what is going on?? He smiled and said he thought i was awake and liking it cause i was making noises. and that he was in love with me and wanted my daughter to call him dad and that i was so beautiful and he never had such a great relationship with anybody like we did.
I lost my head.. i knew i could never get my Daddy back so i became something else and let him do things to me. I liked it. I was flattered. I felt beautiful. untill a couple days of sobering up i took off and never came back. He cried and cried and begged me to come back. Sorry dude.. you are one sick mofo and now my life is ufcked. permanantly.
told him i wish i could be his little girl again.. reality is - thats never gonna happen.

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  1. Posted by An EP User on February 22nd, 2012 at 12:40 PM

    Don't be so hard on him! Tell him the limits...accept his apology....and move on! You can still be his daughter! Look, you DON'T want to be like 85 years old in a wheelchair when you realize how stupid you were to never forgive him! Oh, btw, don't ever leave your kids with him...but, overall, you should be forgiving....it's just instinctual for ANY guy (Dad or not) to try to tap moist cunty living with him....have a heart, his lust got the better of him...but, he is your dad....You've got to forgive him....you are all he has...just think about it!

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  2. Edgeralanapoe - 13-15 years old - female

    Reply by Edgeralanapoe Feb 22nd, 2012 at 1:00PM

    Um my dad would NEVER do that. I dont agree that ANY guy would do that. He is sick and needs help.

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  3. Elfric - 31-35 years old - male

    Reply by Elfric Mar 29th, 2013 at 5:02PM

    I agree edger. itsokayreally is a jerk.

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  4. GummiBear423 - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by GummiBear423 on February 22nd, 2012 at 12:42 PM

    Nah.. I'd rather never have anything to do with him.

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  5. Peanut555 - 22-25 years old

    Posted by Peanut555 on February 22nd, 2012 at 12:45 PM

    Don't blame yourself, and don't look at him as being sick or perverted. He wasn't your father growing up, which means there isn't any paternal bond there.

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  6. GummiBear423 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by GummiBear423 Feb 22nd, 2012 at 12:50PM

    that is true. and he was in love with my mom. and i do look alot like her. But i dont want him to have those feelings for me still. you think he got over them and understood that im his daughter?

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  7. Edgeralanapoe - 13-15 years old - female

    Reply by Edgeralanapoe Feb 22nd, 2012 at 12:59PM

    I dont know if he thinks of you that way. That is a good point but he should still understand.

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  8. Edgeralanapoe - 13-15 years old - female

    Posted by Edgeralanapoe on February 22nd, 2012 at 12:53 PM

    You did the right thing in leaving. I am so sorry that happened to you.

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  9. WifeAndMommy - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by WifeAndMommy on February 22nd, 2012 at 1:05 PM

    That's horrible. Drunk or not, paternal bond or not, he KNEW you were his daughter. My dad was a piece of crap, and he never did anything close to that.

    I am so sorry, you were right to take off, and to never let him around your children. If he was so quick to do that with you, then I couldnt imagine that he wouldnt do it to his grands.... Just a thought.

    I hope youre able to move on, and continue to protect yourself and your kids.

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  10. GummiBear423 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by GummiBear423 Feb 22nd, 2012 at 1:17PM

    Oh yes, it still gives me the shivers. but i laugh at the pos now.

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  11. WifeAndMommy - 26-30 years old - female

    Reply by WifeAndMommy Feb 22nd, 2012 at 3:14PM

    It really broke my heart to read your story. I hope you continue to express yourself this way (it's far less self destructive than what many others do) Its never easy dealing with the bad things that happen to us. I pray that you will stay strong.

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  12. StupidHusband - 36-40 years old

    Posted by StupidHusband on February 22nd, 2012 at 1:22 PM

    you did right by leaving, congratulations on being strong enough to do so.

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  13. GummiBear423 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by GummiBear423 Feb 22nd, 2012 at 1:31PM

    Thank you. :) I'm a bad *** b*tch

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  14. IAMLOST101 - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by IAMLOST101 on February 22nd, 2012 at 1:39 PM

    Well hes not a pedo or anything but thats really sick its almost rape!!! If he performed sexual intercourse without your permission then its rape!!!! Tell him how you feel and make him realise it was wrong but he still loves you and you can be his little girl again.

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  15. GummiBear423 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by GummiBear423 Feb 22nd, 2012 at 1:45PM

    never intercourse. he couldnt get hard. THANK GOD!!

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  16. IAMLOST101 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by IAMLOST101 Feb 22nd, 2012 at 1:46PM

    oh well it was wrong and i think he needs to realise that.

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  17. notagoldmember - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by notagoldmember on November 4th, 2012 at 1:43 AM

    WOW,JUST WOW

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  18. NakedMedic565 - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by NakedMedic565 on July 14th, 2013 at 3:49 PM

    If you didn't like it then why is the title of your story "I LET my daddy touch me"??? Sounds to me like you let him do things to you but now feel guilty about it

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  19. AddictedToSkittles - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by AddictedToSkittles on August 18th, 2013 at 3:44 AM

    you should look up the term Genetic Sexual Attraction. It will explain a lot.

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