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Paige42986 - 41-45 years old - female

Posted by Paige42986
on March 12th, 2012 at 9:33 PM

I am struggling with the fact that my son hurt me the way he did. I cry and cry because I can't fathom why he chose to beat the heck out of me the way he did, Because of his actions he lost me but in turn I have lost what family I have left. I  am handling this alone except for my best friend. What I would not give to not have had this happen to me. I would love to have a healthy relationship with him but he is so mad at me because I am making him be held accountable for his actions. I can't eat and I can't sleep and I just worry that I will never ever see him again . I just don't know how to deal with all of these emotions. They scare me too much!

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  1. luckypickle - 26-30 years old

    Posted by luckypickle on March 12th, 2012 at 9:41 PM

    Oh hell....:( I'm so sorry...You did the right thing. You can't keep letting him abuse you. *hugs tight* You aren't alone in this. Sadly this type of abuse happens alot. I hope you and him get the help you need. Blessed be.

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  3. Paige42986 - 46-50 years old - female

    Reply by Paige42986 Mar 12th, 2012 at 10:05PM

    I am trying so hard to stay strong but it isn't working too well. I have been so moody and I hate the way I feel. He has made me feel so afraid. He has brought me to a place I never thought I would have to be again and that is healing from violence.


  4. luckypickle - 26-30 years old

    Reply by luckypickle Mar 12th, 2012 at 10:09PM

    Aye I hear ya :( Violence is scary enough without it being a child that gets like that. You didn't do anything wrong. He's messed up. You did your best.


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