waiting

I am here waiting for you and I am trying not to send any mixed messages to the universe but it is so hard. I wait and wait for your. I wonder how much I can wait. People tell me that things will happen because they are meant to happen. That you and I are meant to happen. All I see is that you are present when you chose to be, I have no control over anything. I have to care for your feelings. I am waiting. I love you so much, I want you to be mine, I know one day you will se that I am the right person for you. In the meantime, I don't say anything. I don't tell you anything. And I am only hoping that the few conversations that I have with you are not bringing you closer to her. I am so confused.