Just One....

I never realized that i have an over-active imagination. I mean I don't have a problem with it because it actually helps me because i like writing. But it also is against me because some of the characters i create/come up with are, how to put it, better then my real friends, but then again i never really get to hang out with them. I kind of want to hang out with my friends, but then i remember how it was back in high school and how it was easy for them to forget me and my friends was never interested in stuff i was interested in, nor was i interested in things they were interested in. I actually dont have a friend who likes anything i like, my family doesnt even like half of the things i like. i feel different and out of place and alone. and going back to friends, not one of them lives near me, so its even harder to hang. i feel like i am a failure at life and socializing. i just wish....i wish i had one friend i can hang with in real life. that would be better then not hanging with none or watching the time slip away.