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LoverInTheClouds - 22-25 years old - female

Posted by LoverInTheClouds
on March 21st, 2012 at 3:56 AM

I really think something is wrong with me. I know I'm not a lesbian. Why is it I don't like a lot of guys? I think I have this fear of getting my heart broken because of my mother's past relationships. Maybe I need a psychologist who knows. I never let myself like a guy and usually the guys that do like me I find something about them that makes me not like them anymore. I have a hard time talking to straight guys. Isn't that weird? Even as friends...I noticed I don't really have a lot of straight guy friends. Could it be my insecurity? I don't know. I never can tell if a guy likes me either or if he's flirting. I have no sense of direction when it comes to guys. I can never tell if a guy is checking me out either. I'm not even sure I know how to be friends with a straight guy. I'm socially awkward. Bummer...first time I actually admit that to someone. 

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  1. ColumbineBiotchHaunted - 16-17 years old

    Posted by ColumbineBiotchHaunted on March 21st, 2012 at 4:13 AM

    *applauds* yay for you!  

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  2. micz521 - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by micz521 on March 21st, 2012 at 8:06 AM

    but you do have (sort of) list of qualities you like for a guy?

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  3. LoverInTheClouds - 22-25 years old - female

    Reply by LoverInTheClouds Mar 22nd, 2012 at 2:18AM

    yeah I do


  4. Destnydoomed - 26-30 years old - male

    Posted by Destnydoomed on June 2nd, 2012 at 4:32 PM

    you can try me

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  5. Drzewowit - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by Drzewowit on July 29th, 2012 at 3:00 AM

    As opposed to infatuation, love is a choice we consciously make. Not to love is death in the spiritual sense. Trust is a choice as well. It may all be abused, naturally, then there is the choice to pick up and love and trust again, which is strenth.

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