DO YOU EVEN CARE??

EITHER OF YOU?? DO YOU CARE? ABOUT HOW MUCH PRESSURE YOUR PUTTING ON ME, HOW ALL OF THE ARGUING IS KILLING ME INSIDE... YA UR MOM AND UR MY SISTER. EVERYDAY I HAVE TO YELL AT YOU TO DO SOMETHING SO SIMPLE A 3 YEAR OLD COULD DO IT. AND THEN YOU COME AROUND AND YELL AT ME BCUZ SHE ISN'T DOING HER ****. I AM DONE. AFTER MAY 2013 I'M LEAVING, I'M GETTING THE **** OUT AND I WILL NOT COME BACK! AND WHEN I'M GONE I WANT YOU TO THINK OF HOW UR OLDEST CHILD, AND UR OLDEST SISTER KEPT THIS FAMILY TOGETHER THIS LONG! THINK ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES UR MOTHER TOLD U WERE GONNA LEAVE AND THEN THINK ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES SHE LET YOU STAYED... BCUZ IF I WASN'T HERE TO CONVINCE UR *** WOULD BE GONE!!! AND TO MY MOTHER! I LOVE YOU DEARLY! A MATTER OF FACT I THINK NO ONE CAN LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I DO, NO ONE CAN TELL YOU DIFFERENT I KNOW THINGS HAVE GOTTEN TOUGH AND TRUST ME I AM TRYING! BUT PLZ help me I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE AND UR NOT GIVING IT TO ME AT ALL.....

I'VE HAVE NEVER PRAYED B4 BUT NOW I HAVE TO....NOT ONLY FOR THE BOTH OF YOU, BUT FOR ME AS WELL, BCUZ I AM ABOUT TO SELF DESTRUCT FROM BOTH OF UR GUYS BULL ****

LORD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!