Obsessed with the Laws of Attraction and Winning the Lottery!

This started a few weeks ago. I normally never play the lottery at all. Then my stupid facebook horoscope started giving me all these things about winning and being lucky and handling a suprise windfall of money and blah blah blah!  So for the past few weeks now Ive been buying lottery tickets daily (like $5 not like $100 or anything) and watching all these crazy videos on youtube about the laws of atraction, winning, wealth etc. I be;ieve some of it to be true and possible. Some things have materialized for me and my husband since watching The Secret a few times in the past year or so and really trying hard o be positive. I think it has done me some good in a lot of ways, but its the fixation on the lotery and numbers hat is getting to me. A month ago I couldnt have cared less, last Friday when the big Mega Millions thing was going on I had myself and my husband doing all sorts od crazy things (writing on rocks, throwing them into the lake....) I dont know. I have been consistantly winning, just not large amounts. I just find it soooooo totally bizarre that I spend my time watching these videos and trying to figure out number patterns...