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hwood773 - 26-30 years old - male

Posted by hwood773
on April 3rd, 2012 at 6:50 PM


I hear so many people say i dont know what it was about this person it was something in there eyes that i gravitated to and made me want to help them. I wonder do i lack that something special because no one seems to gravitate towards me! I just want someone to care and listen to me express my feelings....I Feel really down and no one seems to notice or seem to care. Everyone says you have to get up and go forward but how is this possible when im so hopeless,exhausted,broken, and alone. It seems like nothing seems to go right for me even when I put in my best effort and try my hardest to. My efforts go un-noticed my presence is un-appreciated & my genuineness is taken for granted. I am far from perfect and nor do i strive to be but one thing i hold dear to me is to atleast be an understanding, honest, compassionate, and thoughtful person to others. I thought the motto was " Treat others as you want to be treated". If that was true i wouldnt feel this way. Ive been deceived by many whom i thought cared most about me, left behind by those that acted like they did. Worst part about it is somehow the actions are justified and the damage is minimized, because obviously in todays times, if your too nice its your fault  for being vulnerable,naive,and too caring. Its really sad that we live in such a fast paced, dog eat dog, only the strong survive type of world. Some of us may have flaws but we also have feelings and dont deserve to be cast aside simply  because we cant easily get up and go forward. I need a friend someone who listens someone who cares.

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